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♥ Sunday, August 31, 2008

here iit gooooooo

today when to work like always andd get scolded

as ii do aot of mistake today :(( dont know where my heart and mind fly too le :((

evein time my dear ann ann give me a surpire come find me make me smile abit as ii mis her alot tooooo
and ah bao iis there toooooo
hahaaaa
the onlii thing iis ii nv wack him*lol*

den next
sis say wanna come fetch me and all ii tot she was alone
bt
no
jerome iis wiith her
i am soo happy to see this *sister* of mine
he say me 2pit and all cause of wat ii done
ba ba ba
den me and sis chatchat with jerome and play BINGO
lame game anyway
bt fun
:))
hahaa

anyway he like avoidin me :((
sooo sad
i nt sure izzit or nt
bt like iit :((
haiix
sadded:((

ok ba til here ba:((

sadded sadded

haiix

liiife gettin bad

___________________till...here...ba,,,,

:((

___________________priincess aoii

thiis gal just wana b hiis princess can she be again?

haaiixxx :(

PS:ii wonder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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♥ Friday, August 29, 2008

ITS ALREADY TWO WKS FROM NOW =\

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♥ Thursday, August 28, 2008

maybe this post ii posted to you is a wrong too?ii dont know ba...already lost le...but pls pls bare iin mind ii have no thinkin or idea to make you angry..i am just postin how ii feelin..cause my heart hurt so much...ii dont even know where to go le...iif you think this post make you angry tell me ba..i will and can delete iit away ba =\

here my post goo....

what did ii done wrong?
what iis wrong wiith me?
izzit me?
izzit him?
izzit her?
izzit we?
izzit us?
izzit yOu?
izzit this bloody suckkin world we live iin?

lost lost lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ii cry iis like hu care?ii hurt iis like hu care?

the one ii wanted much to care about where iis he?dont ii have a space in ur heart anymore?ii think and think abOut time we together..it iis nt long but stil long enff for me to think about it over and over again..

i am so tired....ii give iin le...alot alot...but sOmetiime ii dOnt even know what ii do wrong
where ii do wrong

no one there to show me how to walk down this road anymore.....now all on my own?
NO ii dont want...

i am soo scare...
i am so hopeless....
useless shit...

he think of her...me think of him...her think of him him
wat shit ii talkiin

everytime yOu start to talk about her ii try to keep my tears rollin down my cheek...even iif ii keep those tears of mine , still my heart hurt

still ii talk with yOuu with a smilin face..BUT do yOu know my heart iis hurtin?

oohh ii forgOt...
dont know since when yOu stop thinkin abOut hOw ii feel..
even iif u dont think about my feelin as a ex bf
think about it as a bro?
bro cant care about his sis?
ii still know you are not so heartless..
ii stil believe this you are not that heartless riight
ii been tryiin to use sis and bro de rs to talk to u le...is like ii hidin le..my feelin for u so much le..control le...

ii say le i am nOt super..i cant put down my feelin for yOu as fast as yOu did for your feelin for me!~mayb cant even put down lei?ii really dont know..all ii know iis you are so much important
to me...

everything ii say or think or do,,is my own taiji riight :(haiix...i am already very down le arrrr....everytime go work ii have to put on a smile...no matter how sad and hurt i am..haiix...like kor say no matter what life have to go on...

act to be strong =\

treat me wiith care as ii break es :)

and for that bloody xiiao meiimeii who have been sayin me a biitch and a fool

for your bloody infor...

i am a bloody suckiin bitch u JJ?ii enjoy suckiinn blood you JJ about iit?

and

i am also a fool...cz...u are one toooo...cause qausar say everyone is a fool :))

going 9 le ii feel so suck
end post ba
ja-ne
aoi here
_______________________i onlii wanna b hiis princess :)

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♥ Tuesday, August 26, 2008

DOESNT MEAN U DRUNK LIIAO U CAN DONT CARE AB MY FEELIN FOR U
DOESNT MEAN U CAN JUST PUSH ME AWAY TO OTHER GUY
DOSENT MEAN U CAN JUST TOK WIF NO SENSE AND HURT ME
DOSENT MEAN I DONT GET ANGRY AT U MOST OF THE TIME I WONT GET ANGRY ONE DAY
I LOVE DE IIS U QAUSAR/SHUNYAO
SOOOO
STOP IT ALREADY
I KNOW U DONT CARE AB HOW MUCH II LOVE U
HOW MUCH I CARE FOR U
HOW MUCH I NIDDED U
BT AT TIME THINK FOR MY FEELIN
FOR GOODNESS SAKE
prince prince...
i really breakiin down soOn...
think for me
even iif nt as a bf or frx
as a didi to a jeijie ba
:(
haiix

ii really dont know wat to do le
lost again

kor............

pat my head and tel me everythiin iis alright pls...soon

i really dont wanna cry de

really dont wan to de :((

haiix

ii really dont know wat right and wrong anymroe :(

light?

where iis the light my prince once say?

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♥ Saturday, August 23, 2008

i am such a kpo at time...ii wanna talk to hiim ii wana spent time more wiith hiim
missin hiim so much
wan hiim by me so so much
but sumtime what he type and say really hurt me.
then ii stil kpo wanna go find out what happen and all
is true ii dont know wat he thinkin
but ii dont know why love him so much
but sOmetime he say thing never think about my feelin
ii try to hide my feelin for him le
try my best not to make him angry
careful wiif my everyword
hahaaa...
mayb u guys think ii scare or wat so useless or wat
ii dont care hOw u guys think ba
this iis me ba
useless gal
always...
ii really wanna act strong and all
so no one will worry about me and all
but no matter how hard ii try
ii never get strong
dont why
mayb iis ii am not tryiin hard enff or wat
ii dont know ba
maybe ii do de way iis not right
that why no matter what ii do never touch diiao priince priince heart
but stil ii wil jyjy ba
maybe he hate me already?
oh god...
plspls
dont let hiim hate me
:(
haiix
ii dont know what to do le ba
but still wil try and try
jyjyjy
:)
time for bed le ba
later still got work
jyjy tooo
:D
missin hiim alot alot wor

pics of the day

thinkin of prince prince

:((

PS:ii am useless but ii really do love u

i am silly...but ii never mean anything to make u angry

i am an idoit...but all i want iis u to b happy and smile

rem this...my smile iis from yOu...

when u smile i wil smile

end of post

ja-ne

_____________________vampii priincess :)

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♥ Thursday, August 21, 2008

yest ii have my replacement off day...when out wiif laopo...to bugis change our skinny..ba ba ba...mit prince awhile ii think less den 1 min...ii pass hiim his lens and he iis rushiin ...gonged...haiix...pass le go le.. :(( kinda saddded...ii so wanna spent more time wiif hiim ...as ii miss him alot..yest 21 u know...prince u rem this date?haiix..mayb he dont le ba...and today fri 22/08/08...1wk from nOw since prince put a stop iin our rs..:((

few days ago..my beloved childhOod friend de gf ..go sotted ..flood my fone...just cause ii called hiim...hello friend find cal each other?sot de lei...iif uu soo soo scare my friend run away den lock him up den...*pity my frx*SAY TIL LIKE THIS U HAPY AR 2PIT BITCH..WANNA BEAT ME OR WAT CM LA..II SCARE U MEH..SIAO LIIANG...U DUN WANNA GIVE IN NT MY TAI JI LEII..HELLO STOP PUTTIN A STOP TO MY FRX FREEDOM LA...DAMN THIS FEW DAYS DE XIIAO MEI MEII REALLY DUNNO HW TO THINK SIA..I LOVE PRINCE ALOT OK..BREAKIN U GUY UP II GAIN NTH..2PIT.....

haix...

hate life really man....

miss kalson kor,ivan brother,alex daddy,yuki laopo,ann ann sweetheart,ah jer my little gal,and baobei adeline,all those in my love list de,,AND OF CZ PRINCE LA.,,,,hw would ii dun mis him :D

today ii mis a chance to c kor again...HUMPH

till here ba

ja-ne

misses

pics to share

i was so bored at wrk

=P

smile like i use to?

saw our ring?this is the las promise ii wil promise u..ii wont take iit out my neck til u cm back =)

laopo say ii smile like this look like cat -.-"

snap snap

wat the hell wrong wiif my mouth

me and laopo

laopo ur face so white

dont bother the hand behind

me snap snap iin the toilet

me and laopo snap snap iin the toilet

AND THIS IS MY BELOVED PRINCE II LOVE SO MUCH

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♥

wo jiu zhi diao you are not that heartless...
=))
ii never see wrong pple,,,,,,,,,,
ii am not use to you callin me jiejie leii
u miind for the time being dont call me that?
hahaa..
its your chioce your freedom!!~
but i am stil waiting for you ba =)
dosent matter how much u hurt me
as long as u say u love me i m happy =)
love u so much
mis u so much
nid u oso much much =D
well well will post when ii cm back wiif laopo ba =))

btw

happy "anni" my dear priince

love all my love one =D

ja-ne

ended here

_____________princess vampii :))

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♥ Tuesday, August 19, 2008

i'm back...even iif ii know no one will come read my blog..ii also dont care...its my blog ii wanna when post..iis my taiijii :D

anyway...ii stiill feel very down ...ii am not use to not havin prince around...hey ii really put iin alot iin this rs of ours ok...he told me alot of things which make my heart even more pain..but ii never blame hiim :))

hOw to blame hiim?cant briing my heart down to hate or blame hiim..no matter what he do..no matter hOw he lie to me...iif he next time tell me ii love u...ii still welcome hiim back and a big big smile:)

i know ii m idoit and silly...how can ii just forgive sumone just liike this riight...maybe cause ii dont like hatin sOmeone ii love deeply...and who iis important to me:)

ii tot today will see diiao prince de but...no ba...have some reason de...

he say every of hiis ex say the same thing to hiim...this ii dont know..but ii just know what ii say iis how ii feel :)..prince you yourself also know since when ii lie to you?ii never once lie to you..riight?

iif alot of things iin our rs you blame me,then by all mean ba...put the blame on me...iii dun mind,just dont hate me and our rs enff le :)

everytime ii look at ur pics or our pics together...my heart feel so paiin... dont know why or wat happen ii just wiish you treat me liike b4...just like b4 can le dreamiin again ba well well :)) dreamin aint tt bad always=\ ii hope my dream come ture ):

this few days...prince thing already make me so fan and down le...then brother do some 2pit thing make me and laopo so fan

when he yest cOme out of police station and call us all..me and laopo scold hiim like fuck and both of us cry like one idoit

ii told brother...ii already lost one ii love liiao..he dont make me worry like fuck..ii dont want lose hiim liiao...brother hear le..he like wanna cry le...keep tell me and ade dun cry..hOw to dOnt cry?hello brother you are very well as important to us ok..

haiix...

so many thiings happen...:((

my mood sooo soo not gOod

my days are gettin more and more bored liiao..

haiix...

and ya 14-08-08 when on my way to work ,guess who ii saw....

II SAW KALSON LA.... my beloved korkor...

tt day mood was so down le...but the moment ii saw kor ii was so happy and smiled:))

kor say iits my voice which make hiim turn around and look at me :)he rem his little gal voice..how cool ... :)

ii been lettin hiim worry me over the years liiao...so sorry kor :(( thanks for being by me always :)

bt most of the time ii act strOng to let u less worry about me ...opps

=)

pls pls....dont let any more love one leave me liiao

ii really cant take iit de

:)

end of post...

ja-ne

____________priincess vampii :)

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♥ Saturday, August 16, 2008

my hope my dream my wish everythin gone,,,ii mis my prince ok...:((ii just wan him by me nw sO so much...bt prince wont no everything ab hw ii feeliin...anyway ii will b strong ..try to b act to b...ii dun wan kor,bro,laopo all hu love me to worry...if there iis a chance we can b tgt again..ii wil say wc back my dear prince :))

priince...ii dun care hw much u lie to me...ii dun care hw much u hurt me...everythng u do to hurt me ii can forgive u...ii nv put blame on u or wat...ii blame myself lo...ahya ii juz blame myself...for everything =)) dar i m happy ii gt u....the light i wish to c again...a chance..u promise de :))

ii will b there when u think it time to cm back de :P

promise...u b gd gal,,ii wont turn back to my old way...juz b there waiting...:))

mayb ii wil mia for awhile when ii think it time to blog. ii wil b back

ppls do mis me...

prince ii hope u do miis me tooo

:((

i miss u

love u

nid u so much

______________princess

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♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008

ja-ne...everyone =\

pple do mis me

i wil b back de

btw

HAPPT 21ST BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED ALEX DADDYY

II LOVE U SO SO SO MUCH

HOPE U AINT ANGRY AT NUER ANYMORE

HOPE EVERYTHING IIS THE SAME

HAVE FUN

JA-NE

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♥ Tuesday, August 12, 2008

well ii did have fun wiif laopo..
and oso
ii miis priince alot :((
pics to share

me iin the cab

me and laopo iin the cab on our way to west mall

ii do feel abit down when prince didnt mit me today

bt he have his own freedom :)

soooooooooo

shhhhhhhhhhh

heess

til here

ja-ne

_____________his princess

PS:M I AS IMPORTANT TO U LIKE BEFORE MY DEAR PRINCE?

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♥

=((

I M GOING OUT WIIF LAOPO LE

LTR WONT B MITTING PRINCE PRINCE LE

AS HE LAST MIN NID TO GO OUT WIIF MUMMY

SO THIS WK WONT B MITTIN HIIM

AS II HAVE TO WRK TIL LATE

SADDED

II HOPE EVERYTHING IIS OK

:((

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

II WIL HAVE FUN WIIF LAOPO DE

AND

II WIL REALLY MIIS MY PRINCE DEARLY AND DEEPLY :((

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♥ Monday, August 11, 2008

his feeliin fated le ma?
ii dont wan this to happen
or maybe ii did sumting which make hiim angry?
sumtime ii do or say thing ii dont even know ii have made him angry
iif ii diid ii'm sorry my dear
or
iis just he really busy for the few days i have that feelin?
wat wrong?
he nv tell me anything anymore
why iis that so?
ii really dont know..
hw ii wiish he open up to me again
prince sama..wat have u been up to?
i'm sad..
this few days my mood aint any better
how much yOu lOve me nOw?
hOw much yOu care fOr me nOw?
hOw much am ii iimpOtant tO yOu nOw?
what really gOiin On?
you may start to say i m selfish again
am i?
maybe i am ba
what to do?
even iif ii tell you iin face how ii feel
you wont do anything de
is nt sayiin you not good..
you really very good le
you already change alot for me le
maybe you suddenly tot change for me iis very xin ku
you goin change back to ur old self
well..ii wont say a words or stop u
as long as u happy
and u still love me :))
i'm happy
your love,your smile,your care,all those ii need from my beloved you
iis all ii need :)
just when ii am not with you
know what should do and what shouldnt :))
dont make me worry about you...
i know sometime ii am very naggin at you bt
ii mean no harm
just good for you
hope you are not angry of wat ii write
i just wanna be a useful gf
not useless one :))
my dear you
ii love you more den words can say
need you so much also
u mean alot alot too me
more then u tot it will be :D

:DD

anyway thanks for my prince who help me do my blog..its lovely and ii love iit alot..
thanks wor prince sama..
:D

oh well tml ii get to see hiim..maybe ii should have a talk wiif hiim :))
ii hope everything go well

end of post

til next time

ja-ne

_______________his princess:))

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♥ Friday, August 8, 2008

hello!!~~time to blog again...:D time fly feel liike me and priince like tgt very long le..bt qi shi onlii two mths ++ hahaa...ii m happy ii gt hiim wiif me by myself :D...ii love hiim alot..and ya jyjy iin our rs to last :D

anyway yest ii off 1st thing wake up on lappy online msn ..ask julie iis the thing ii buy on wed stil there?she shock me by sayiin it nt...and ii was so shockk ii like sotted liiao...bt end up iis she li siiao me -.-"gonged...ii nearly scare to death!!~..den ii c the time go prepare to bath and all go imm take those things ii buy de..part of iit was sis present :D...den go cut hairs and when hm rest awhile ,while waiting for prince to fin..yest he fin sch so late....gonged...well well..AND ITS RAININ FOR GOODNESS SAKE....kao...make me kinda no mood as ii no prince dun like to go out when its rainin so ii ask himm wanna stil hm..as hiis place iis rainin big big one..gonged...den he oso cm out as he say he dun wan me to b sad and all..well ya abit la..bt i cant b selfish can i..:))bt he iis so sweet

thx u dar:))

mit at bugis waited for hiim when saw him was shock as he gt new clothes..--.--""" and ii didnt no anything ab iit..anyway he was handsum iin tt top of hiis :D

we when to stress to buy the gothic top ii wanted the most..yeah baby and ii buy iit liiao..last piece nvm bt ii like

hahaa

den walk to c prince frx the merlion...hahaa...well ii no my dear prince was tired again..his face can c la..gonged..ii was hiim wanna go hm ma..he say anything lo..so when we were walkiin to under ground pass he take his fone out and cheak and say *waaa onlii 9 leii *ii round my eyes and say ya...its cz u r tiired so ii ask wanna go hm ma,,,bt oso nv go la...we sit sit tok tok...and its started to rain again..well dun care ab the rain...

prince start to disturb me...gonged...*u no wat u did*....hahahaa..yest we when hm late...ii goin 1am liiao like this reach hm...

and today 08-08-08 nice no eh?

hahaaa...my dear prince no sch til tue..he lucky hor...gonged..sch life

ii miis itt sooo soo much..oh well old le..have to wrk for family and my sake..prince tooo :D

lalala.....

end of post ba...

=DD

ja -ne

hiis priincess:DD

piicss too shareee!!!!!!!!!

watashi

heheeee

duno wat the hell i m dooiinn

blenx

hiis priincess

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♥ Tuesday, August 5, 2008

sumthing iis wrong?ii feel like kinda sumthing iis wrong.or mayb iis ii think too much?ii been haviin this feelin for days liiao..ii no our rs gt up and down..bt no matter wat ii try to slove iit..bt for nw ii dunno wat happen ii cant do anthing til u tel me wat happen,izzit u wanna emo again?alone for sumtime?ii oso dunno.ii wish ii no.ii wish ii understand u more no wat u thinkiin more..do u stil love and care me like u use to?wil u stil say dar u belong to me?wil u nw stil wan and wish the same as ii do?all ii no nw iis u cant wait to b 18 cant wait to have ur fun and all bt dose ur fun have me insiide?sumtime u must understand me tooo ar...ii nv regert haviin u as my bf..or everything ii do wiif u..nono ii wont regert iit:)) i counted myself lucky u no...wat ii say ii mean iit..love uu ii really do...ii give iin alot ii dun really wan u pay me back anything.juz wan u like b4 love and care me...juz like the start...or mayb we cant le ?ii dunno:((

haviin u iin my life iis a happy thing ar :) iis nt ii lose hope iin our rs,ii stil believe we can last..ii juz wan us wrk tgt,,nt me alone...i'm sry at time when ii do or say thing ii duno tt wil make u angry...iif ii make u angry i m sry alriight...

forgive me like hw ii forgive ur every bad point :) wiif biig biig heart my dear...ii m juz sayiin out hw ii feel *note this ii nv mean to say anything here tt to make u angry,iif ii did i m sry again*

ii scare,ii sad,ii cry

wil dar u wil put me at ur sholder there and sanyang me and say its ok..nth wil happen ii wil always have u?

and dar ii sad or cry nvm its okie:)

ii mis the time when u saw me and hug me 1st word iis ii mis u,its been long since ii last hear this,well..u r tiired this few tiime ii mitt u,mayb of ur sch wrk and all
its dosent matter la,as long iii no ur heart wil always have me i m happy,and i really really love u alot,ii dun onlii use my mouth to say iit bt ii have show u my action,cz tok no action iis all shit,bt ii do have action

well u say uu beliievee me diidnt..well gd to hear tt:) as ii oso believe u alot tooo :D

ok la late le time for bed liiao

love my prince sama and all my loved oneee:))

till here

end of post

hiis princess

ja-ne

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♥ Monday, August 4, 2008

ii dunno wat to blog..head iis empty

anyway...ii like have tt feelin again...priince iis actiin kinda weird again...mayb iis me thinkiin too much again

or mayb ii should giive hiim tiime tooo relax and b alone again?

ii duunno

bt ii told hiim when he nid time alone juz tel me,,bt he didnt say anything

anything can say to me bt tt word

he may say me selfish again and all

its hurt to hear him say tt to me

bt

ii really do my best iin our rs le

i m happy when ii c hiim smile and all

all the thing ii hope and wiish for iin our rs dose he sil wiish for iit like to hw ii wiish for iit nw?

ii dunno

ii have no idea..

i m touch his blog gt me and those intro all the part gt me

i hope he really doo iit from deep down hiis heart,bt juz to make me happy den do de:))

bt well even iif yes ii oso happy

dunno y abit thing he do ii oso wil touch and happy

the onlii thing ii wiish and ask from hiim iis his love for me nv change and care me like b4

and dun throw his temper and emo emo

ii already can thx god liiao :D

anyway priince blog tt song hor

ii nw like so into iit

tai hao ting le hao bu hao

:))

did ii ask much from priince le??

hmmmmmmm...

dunno ba...

ii cant think of anything else bt him my one and onlii priince qausar

ii mis hiim alot

love hiim alot

nid hiim alot

well..my head iis empty again

ii nw at wrk siian

missin hiim

where he go liiao

nv reply me oso

kinda worry ba bt ii no he wil tc himself:))

my worry iis extar de ba

heesss..

end of post le ba

ja-ne

hiis priincess :DDD

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