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♥ Friday, January 28, 2011

on leave today..plannin to sleep till late afternoon till my beloved pei zhen sms me which make me jump up from bed
thanks sis
well i dont blame her la (:
no worry
oh well plan to start cleanin in the afternoon ne
hmmm
MUST clean my room TODAY
must before mom come back and danna come back
maybe i can take a nap in the afternoon too :D
listenin to 91.3 again
it been hell long didnt listen le
danna say tml shall go shoppin
but
i dont have the mood to buy any new clothes
im worry we dont have enff to pay on rom
so i just go see see and see how ba
like i wanna buy many things but haiss
stil im worry ba
he keep tell me not to
but still
hais
now my head seem like so many thing
but i dont know how to start where to start
too many hai and why
too emo
keep wonder
danna choose me as his wife is it really the best for him
and i choose him is it the best for me?
im worry and lookin forward to the day that im really really really am his wife
and can i do a good job as a daughter.wife.daughter in law
many role in life
and work aint that good anymore
hais
boring at home now
now the sky like so dark
oh well i nothing in empty now
i guess till here ba
it mine it rainin now
suddenly sia
oh well
janna

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♥ Saturday, January 22, 2011

i guess i haven been updating lately
work load from work is causing me to break down soon
i guess im goin to change a new job again
hais
anyway gettin marry in less a month time
and
like in weeks time
abit cant wait for it to come
and abit sad and worry
as now danna alread bought the bike he wanted
i know he is happy as he already bought it
just that im worry for him about the money side
and about the money for our rom
he can think and say im selfish and only think for myself
then i have nothing to say
haisss
im sorry ba
danna i hope u understand how i feel and think
i love danna alot
more then myself
but
im stil worrry
hais
29 days more to rom day
i do wish and hope everything will be fine
*wish*
anyway
vivid got new song already..am waiting for it to be up yea

who else
well
aline nine and sug!!!~
yeahh
cant wait
i guess jrock is the only thing
which can make me smile for a moment of time
next week must go shop for cny clothes liao
it a MUST!!!
oh well i guess i should stop here ba
ja ne minna

葵/青い

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♥ Friday, January 14, 2011

I feeL so upsad now , crying so much I don't know what to do now );vex too now like flooding my whole face I guess it all my fault.. Goin one am soon and I'm stil awake I don't know ba . Danna don't seem to understand no matter how hard I try yo explain ); I cry so badly the 1st like this about us and wishin he is home hugging me); but sad to say no. Maybe when he is here he also won't give me a hug. As I now feel like I'm nothing to him anymore ? I don't know how he feel now about me or us . I'm lookin forward still to rom day I guess I just hope we do sort thing out . I really don't wanna cry anymore I wanna be just happy . Freedom is wat u want I will give (; go where u want drink LAN as long u happy I won't ask ...
Feel so hurt and still cryin . I say won't care mean I won't stop u ain't more have all te fun u want what u must get (; as for me I can just cry till there is no more water drop from my eyes (;

葵/青い

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♥ Saturday, January 8, 2011

i stil haven hear anything from him sayin happy anni to me
i dont know why this morning
and he just sit beside me seeing what i type and say anni to me
like this also can
how nice
what more can i say
just think at least better then nothing :S
oh well im still cracking my head where to go later
i wish i wish i can have a cup of koi later
but still feel sick
still having pain
hmm
must rem bring medi out
anyway..i having this on my mind
I guess I'm blessful.at least I didn't bother my parents about the money for my rom.
and danna got purpose to me.
as for little one both me and danna love her/he very much.and will work hard to give little one a better life when she is out.
we both xinku nvm.as long as little one have the best(:
it ok.I'll be happy enff(;
next sat need to go try clothes liao
i scare sia
hahah
me so fat :S
tmd ttm
fuck all the fats in my body
lols
and one month more to rom day
(:
danna i am blessful (:
happy anni to danna ne
little one u know mummy and daddy love u
jyjy for u we will work hard
till here ba

葵/青い

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♥ Friday, January 7, 2011

MANY MANY SONGS TO FIND!!!!!
FASTER COME OUT
AND THE PV TOO
CANT WAIT TO SEE THE FULL PV.
SUG,VIVID,AND OTHER!!!!!!!!
XDDDD
one day more to anni .

hmm

葵/青い

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♥ Thursday, January 6, 2011

little one do u miss mummy ??):

葵/青い

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♥ Saturday, January 1, 2011

1st post of the new year 2011
HAPPY 2011 MINNA
wish nothing more for my family and danna to be health
and happy always
and of cz to all my friends
hope everything will be good in this comin new new year
(;
gambate to everything :D

lovessss

葵/青い

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