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♥ Friday, November 28, 2008

last time ii mis my prince sama this is what ii do

and ii make all my sisters angry at me..

so i wont do this anymore

like ii promise i wont

u gals know once ii promise ii wont break it

now when ii mis prince sama

ii wonder my head off

):

mis hiim so fuckin much can

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

):

ii have a feelin something happen to him

but i dont know what

ii try ask that baka king brother of hiis

but

he!!~

omg

ii can faint when i ask him somthing

grrrrrrrrrr

i am worry about him so muchhh

but what can ii do?

how can ii help?

somtime ii hate myself so much

that ii think iif ii die

everything wil be so fine

life iis family will lesss one person to feed

cut cost nee

but

ii throw this thinking away

cause

ii love my family alot

and

sisters ii love deepin iin tagged all love me as much as ii love them

ii cant leave them

and my toshiya onee sama

she iis a wonderful nee chan ii have

she really love me alot

ii can feel it

not fake one

really

she love me and dote me dearly

ii maybe not understand her

or know her in and out

but i am happy i have her

i am happy i am her little sis

ii promise her ii wil keep as company whenever ii can online as long as ii can

ii dont wanna see her alone

nee chan say ii will never say the word die even again

i wont say it (:

ii wil be her good little sis

hahahaha

anyway

this few days

life really suck for me man

ii dont know izzit me or what hell shit is goin on

ii really feel so suck this few days

haix

feeel really suck

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

what wrong with me

my world my life

haiix

grrrrrrrrrr

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hai

ii just know i really mis him like crazy):

til here ba

aoi signiin off

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8:31 PM

♥ Tuesday, November 25, 2008

where is my life
what ii am doin?
what iis wrong with me???
prince why do u have to go?
why do u have to leave me again?
ii tot
we chat this time we wil be fine
but
why have to change ur blog link again
what am i doin to do now
how am ii goiin to know what with ur liife now?
iif ii as shun de about it
he wil just joke about what the hell i say
):
2pit baka shun de
haiix
suck my life
fuck it
):

anyway
today off
went out with my bibi
my childhood friend
nee we grow up together
went town
ii go kino!!~
look at ayabie book
guess what
no cash buy):
sadded
ii wil next pay come):
went to eat abit
and walk abit
and then home
went with bibi
suddenly sooo tired
my eyes nearly go close when i am walkin on the street with him
-.-
haiix
now..
i am rotting my life away again!~
thinkin
wonderin
again
):
ahhhhhhhhhhh
sadded
til here
end here
fuck it
suck it!!~

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11:33 PM

♥ Friday, November 21, 2008

this the 21st of the month
ii rem this date do u my dear prince sama?
well stil

happy "6month anni" to u dearest

ii love u so much
ii hope and wish my dream is not a dream
my wish wil come true
one of aoi birthday wishes
prince sama be back

this few days mood not very good ne
so bored til ii can go crazy
and also
mood swing!~
damn it ii hate this kind of feelin

anyway yest when to cini watch moive
Beverly Hills Chihuahua
damn nice can
the doggie all so cute XDDDD
ba ba ba
can go watch intro to all XDD

when ii reach home
sis say kor iis waiting for me to reach home as well
ii was like what
*kor u dont have to*
sorry

pics can show HOW BLOODY SAD I AM THIS FEW DAYS
I AM CRAZY MAN!!
life suck!!~

i mis him so much can

so bloody much til ii can go crazy

ii take my beloved jack jack to work and my eyes look like ii just cry

watery eyes

♥ Blogged @

8:35 PM

♥

do i fast post before goin to work

happy "6month anni" my dearest prince sama

love u
mis u
heart u
hug u
kiss u
i know purple is ur fav colour
so ii put it purple
(;
even i know u wont read my blog
hmmmm
just to let u know
ii mis u
well
wil blog later(:
i am goin wrk now
ja-ne minna(:

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11:39 AM

♥ Monday, November 17, 2008

ii miis priince
ii miis priince
ii always wonder did he even think about me
abit will do u know
god!~
hee say he gettin marry
ii wont take this for an ans from u
he is stil young how can he get marry now
also have enjoy life finish ne
X(
dont make me go gong gong ma
just give me one more chance to be with him
ii will do anything!~

ii swear ii wil try my best in doin the thing in ex change
anything but to lost any more of my love one
just one more chance to have a last rs with prince sama
i know prince wil not read my blog he wil never read it
):
sadded
haiix
but god pls grant aoi wissh wil u
just this once
ii promise to good
ii really promise

anyway
less that a month to aoi birthday
gettin older
but look young
ii miis
my sec school day
ii mis so much thing in life ii once have

ahhh
i am old already
not young anymore
ii really need to get a life already

)"

anyhow find one guys
rich guys!!!~!
and get bloody marry
have kids
and rip-.-"""

lol

but before this let me have a rs with my beloved prince 1st can

haix

anyway yest brother and wifey come down look for me
well i tot only brother

who know wifey iis here too
and 3little friends of brother

gomen wifey
for not tellin
forgive me ok (:

hmmmmmmmm
i mis u alot wifey and the sisters ii have to many to list out!~
and the brother ii have

*aoi shout out loud ii love u guys so much*

ii need to change somthin on my blog!!~
too messy ii think XDDD

hahhaaaa

to the him who love me:
i am sorry for not lovin u so much!~
ii know i am bad and all
ii will never be a good gf to u
iif u wanna have less pain
izzzit better u leave me ?
i dont know ba...
it ur chioce
ii just dont wan u get hurt
haix

i cant wait for screw new PV to be out
2days more
XDD

btw ii mis chattin with tsuya):
ii am scare to talk to him somtime
is like
we can chat til half way nothing to talk about
):
and somtime aoi say de thing ii scare will make him angry
):
but dear u wil always be in my heart ii swear and promise

and nana too ii mis chattin with her too
ii hope soon we wil chat ):

life just dont seem to go the way i want them to be =\
suck

ohya almost forgot
my little hime dar dar and family iis comiin my house for hoilday on dec

ii hope ii have time for them

=\

well ii blog til here ba
ja-ne minna

mis u guys alot!~

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7:40 PM

♥ Friday, November 14, 2008

my dear dear kazuki 和己in tagged give me this song from Screw
old song he say
but it nice
and guess what
he say he is the kazuki guitarist of Screw
well pple u tell me u believe it or not XDDD

anyway the tittle of the song is Jukai ni Saku Ai樹海ニ咲ク by SCREW"
it my blog song for now
minna enjoy !~~~
here is the lyric (:

Aishitekita eiga mo namida mo
Boku no subete datta koto
Ima nara ieru yo

Hate e tsuzuku shinkai no soko
Shizumi hibi wareta fune no you
Nido to toki wo kizamu koto wa nai
Ukabi agaranai kimochi

Hidari te kara kobore ochiru
Kasuka ni nokotta nukumori

Fuwari to tadayoi atemonaku
Te no hira wo suri nuketeku
Muryokuna fuusen no you
Anata wo yuzutta sora e to
Boku wa samayoi tsuzukeru
Togireta subete ga...

Dare ni mo misenakatta
Shinjitsu no namida omoide ni afurete

Sora e shizumi tori ni mitoreteita
Anata no se nimo hane ga attanda ne

Uta u yo kioku no naka kirameita anata ni
Sayonara senritsu ni nosete
Negai wo, omoi wo todokete...
Semete hitokoto dake demo...
Mou ichido aitai

Ari no mama subete no boku wa
Anata no naka fukaku nemuru

Itsuka wa habataki ushinau darou
Jyukai no hate ni
Itsuka wa habataki deaeru darou
Jyukai ni saku ai

and yes screw gott new songs comiin..it call the Gather Roses
it wil be out on the 19 nov
so minna u have to wait but u can go watch the PV Preview in youtube (:
new and nice songs
but but make byou ni san abit hentai
i dont only know kazuki 和己(dear dear),but..byou鋲 the vocalist and jinジン the drummer(both my ni san)
is up to u guys to believe XD

aoi mis prince sama(:

ja-ne

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7:15 PM

♥ Wednesday, November 12, 2008

nothing is wrong with me ok
i just dont like it
when ii get shoo ii didnt say anything out u guys keep on shootiin me
ii didnt say anything izzit meanin u guys can keep on shotin me?
ii have it ok
and
everytime ii ask u somthing
why cant ii get the ans from u?
why must ii have to ask frm my sis
when i am chattin with u!!~
get my point noT?
ii dont wanna fight with anyone of u
u gals know u r important
ok yes ii do stil think of prince
he iis always there
and i dontt really wanna forget him
this iis me
u gals like it or not by all meant
why i am angry have nothing to do with him
iis u gals dont understand me
see-in sora bullyme
u gals join the fun!!~
wth!!!~
i shut up 1st
shut up 2nd
3rd ii go temper!!~
can???
ok la maye this post u gals dont understand what the hell shit ii sayiin la
i dont wanna say anything anymore
just let thing pass!!~
ii am stil me
nothing change
i dont go angry fo weeks or watever!~
after all i am not so xiao qi
ja

♥ Blogged @

11:21 AM

♥ Monday, November 10, 2008

ok ii know ii have wrong iin talkiin to u liike thiis
but sometiime ii hate it when u stiil treat me liike a kiid
and when u look at me wiith ur eyes like ii am in the wrong
ii hate that eyes siight!!~
haiix...
ii know what ii am doin
ii know what ii want
ii know u care and love me lot
relax and let me go free abit
ii am not callin u not to care
iis liike..let go abit
):
ii am sorry for talkiin liike that
but still that aoi cant say that words out no matter how ii wanted to say to u
how much ii wanna say ii love u so much
this words just wont come out from my mouth
ii swear so much ii wanna say it to u
*tearsin now*
i'm sorry!!!~
ii know u love me alot
care me alot
everything u do for me ii know ii cant feel iit
u r the best in my heart
no 1 in my heart
always wil be no 1
sobs!~
ii am sorrry and ii love u alot!!~

ii really mean it
haix

anyway
yest sunday
ii fin work early
and on my way out from shoppin mall crossiin the road
one 2pit blackie out of no where say dont know what shit to me ii was like ii know u ar
fucker!!~damn iit
blackie sommore
*fuck*
today monday
me and my besglas mother julie XDD
set up the xmas tree in the shop
ii was like 1st tiime set a xmas tree leii
lmao
so tried can
wa lao
1st time so close to one xmas tree
*throw face*

i am stil sick very fast i tiired le lo
from warehouse carry the box and all!!~
it was so bloody heavy ok
*laoma*got herself cut*lol
but after all the set up ii see le ii smile
iis like da gong da chen
ii think is spelled like that
after everything was done
hey ii found myself have a cut too
i dont know set up one xmas tree wil have cut here and there*lol*
nene!!!~
but fun settin up a xmas tree!!!~
hehe

aoi emo emo again
missin prince sama
missin hiis look
missin his smile
missin hiis everything
haiix
just cant seem to forget hiim
)):
sadded sadded aoi
prince sama ii know u dont wanna talk about the past but as long as u talk to me i am more then happy enff
treat me like i am here
i wil be smilin(:

til here ba
oyasumi minna
ja-ne

pics to share minna

ta da!!!~xmas tree which me and lao ma set up

side view

outside the shop view

seee seee the cut!!~*roll eyes*

i know i look ugly

iis the sky pretty??

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11:55 PM

♥ Sunday, November 9, 2008

konichiwa minna!~
well well
at work and
aoi 青い half dead now
so tired ok
aoi 青い only sleep few hours and get to work again
choose wrong day to have my off!!~
lol
kor la
never tell aoi 青い early abit put my off le then say
%^%*%&*
hehe
how could ii blame my beloved gege leii(:
ok my story start now
yest sat 8-11-08
kor plan to celebrate hiis birthday one day late with the guys and all!~
for the guys ok!~as all iis free on weekend *roll eyes*
well
aoi 青いsaw my sec schoolmate
just a hi bye friend ba ii guess...
aoi 青いand them not close
only to kor and my guys they know who they are la (:
hehees
ah...
yes
sue ann jiejie come by dbl O pass aoi 青い the thing ii help yuki buy from her blogshop!!~
man she iis really damn nice(: and pretty
and and the thing iis
dont need she call me the moment ii see ken korkor car i know she come already ii run to her side!!~
wahhaa
wave at ken korkor and he smile and wave back
awwww so sweet riight
haha
and and
jie say wanna die ar come here play..
hahaa
and ask me careful before she go off!!~
blenx
ii love her la!~
mean while kor and the guys was outside dbl O waiting for the other 4gals!~
and lookin at ken korkor car!~hahaa
yest aoi 青い have fun ne
thanks kor for lettin me go yest
aint aoi 青い a good gal yest
i am riight??
ii listen to u
saw this tag my board
hehee
okok
many pple iis drunk yest!!~
kor was abit drunk too
choon seng !!!~drunk AGAIN!!!!~
the rest iis tryin to make kor drunk
for godsake
ii pity my kor!!~*ke lian**patpat*
lmao!!~
hahaa
aoi 青い too was drunk =Pp
wahhaa
later on brother come along!!~
wahahaa
^^
kor treat him in sia
man!!~
when kor take out hiis money
aoi青いface when ka ching!!~lol
kor iis loaded with cash yest
hahaaa
well well!~
wow....
ii must say
KOR AND BROTHER IIS THE BEST BROTHER AOI 青い HAVE
ii love them both
ah ah
dont forget my guys!!~^^
blenx
whahaa
man choon seng really like a brother to me
he keep on sayang my head!~well this iis one thing ii wan kor to do to me but he never once did it
haiix....
haha
it ok!~
all iis my brothers
and and mark yest was soo friendly man!~
ii saw ii diff side of him
nice and friendly
(:
omg!!~my post today iis damn long!!~
gomene miinna...
wahha no chioce la!~too many shit to type man!~
and bad part iis!!!~
AOI青い DIDNT GET TO TAKE NICE PICS WITH THE GUYS!!~DAMN IT
plus
it the 1st time aoi 青い when out with the guys til so late in the night man
kor help me take my handbag for a while as i am walkiin side way
lol
and
kor ask me "did aoi 青い have fun?"
aoi 青い smile and reply
"of cause ii did anywhere with u and the guys aoi 青い iis happy"
and kor smile back with hiis handsum look
awww*melted*
they wave cad for me to go yukiゆき side fetch my baby sis soraそら!~
^^
thanks ne minna!~
aishiteru yo!~
for my guys
thanks for treatin me like ur own sister!~
ii am so gald i have u guys with me!~
u guys are one of my everythings
domo Arigatou !~(:
fetch le baby sister!~reach home removed make up and drop dead
til 9.15am wake up prepare for work and take cad to work
man so tired
is a good thing aoi青い fin work early today =\
stil very very tired ne
dont know why
everytime aoi 青い go club it remind me of prince sama
why why why!~
):
aoi青い mis prince sama so much
really very much
really wan him back so badly
at the same time ii feel so bad for someone who really love me alot
i am sorry for the pain cause
but
ii really stil cant let go!~
i'm sorry
*head desk*feelin bad*
til here ba minna
btw kor hope u like ur gift from aoi青い and soraそら(:
my beloved priince korkor
ur two little priincess sister love u lot (:

pics to share

aoi 青い*that iis mark behind me*

BLUR LA KOR!!!~BUT HEY STIL HANDSUM xDD

aoi 青い in front of the mirror forgot off the flash*head desk*

my guys!~

aoi 青い and brother

*pout*

my eyes liner !!!!$^&&%&

both drunk man!!~

see seee drop dead already!!~~

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1:53 PM

♥ Friday, November 7, 2008

well well...
aoi iis down with a flu and cough
fuck so xin ku ok
!!!~
mumu tagged my blog
well
aoi have no idea what he is sayin
oh well
ii will look out for the meanin myself !!~
wahhaa
thanks u my baby mumu
for tagged aoi blog(:
aoi mis talkiin to u
since u wl be busy this few days
aoi wil be a good gal wait for u online (:
love love mumu!!~
anyway!!~
this sickness of mine better get well on sat
iif not
i am goin drop dead again!!
ii wanna go celeb kor birthday!!~
badly!!~
^^
anyway
kor
誕生日おめでとう , otanjoubi omedetou
^^
wish u as handsum as always
wish u happy always
wish u smile always
wish u good in everything
wish u find a gf who love u as much as u love her
na
aoi only can think like this
lol
ahya
ii really just wan u smile more
less sadness
as ii love u alot
as a brother of cz
ii been ur sister for 8-9 years
ii am blessed for that!!!
to be ur sister
and my sister be ur sister too
and my brother
we 3 are blessed
thanks god for giviin me u this brother in my life
(:
aoi gomene always make u worry
ii may not be the good sister
but i am the one u dote the most this one ii know
ii love u
thanks kor for everythiin
really
thanks
see u on sat ne!!~
late le
time for bed
oyasumi minna
ja-
aoi wil write soon(:
and
aoi mis prince sama dearly):

♥ Blogged @

1:13 AM

♥ Tuesday, November 4, 2008

since it morning!!~
well
OHAIYO MINNA!!~
heheee
青い mis 王子 alot man
nothing much ii can do man
青い really very heart pain
青いwanna see him so badly
so deeply
so dearly
希望王子 iis doin fine
青い的dear dear王子 sama
pls be safe and sound
青い dont wan anythin happen to u ne
take care urself alriight
):
well well
today iis tue!~04-11-08
1st week of the month
青い的“妈妈” need to back office for meetin
after she come back from HK
she got so many thing to do man
hahaa
青い see her hao ke lian ar yest so many thing to do*哈哈*
AND
WHEN DAVID COME YEST
HE SAY 青い GETTIN FATTER!!~
WHAT THE HELL
妈妈说青い不肥):
well
who to believe sia
one who doesnt see me often
or one who does see me often
lmao
of cause the one who dont see me often
grrrrrrrrr
really man 青いalso feel 青い gettin fatter and fatter!~
grrrrrrrr
anyway
"老妈"buy 青い some little gift from HK
谢谢老妈!!~
and
PIC WHEN AOI青い IIS BORED AT WORK SUPER BORED
and and
still got two more days!!~哥哥二十一生日
可是哥哥 goin celeb hiis birthday one day late
hmmm
as long as 哥哥 happy青い am too :]
look at the pic below!~wahaha
pics not very nice taken =\

pics of little gift from HK

mother this one should give me on halloween ma

XDD

heheess..candy from HK

MY LITTLE HAIRS CLIPS MAN II LOVE IT

little doggie hairs clip and kuromi hairs clip!~

well this little gal iis bored at work

very bored!~

青いlook weird lo

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12:49 PM

♥ Sunday, November 2, 2008

and the story go!~
to my dear priince sama shun yao!~ii am happy for what u told superlady huii shan
u also know
ii wil never once put any blame on u
ii am gald and happy ii love that person iis u
and ii wont stop u from haviin all ur fun or
enjoyiin ur liife
ii know and understand
ii once was that age of urs tooo
really thanks for those words u told huii shan about it
ii gald and happy!~when u rem me
or need me
ii am just a fone call away
rem this!~
no matter how far are u!~
iif u need me
just give me one fone call!`
ii wil rush down to ur side
ii promiise!!~
and iif can pls be back to me!~i mis u really very much
and ii mis everything ii once have with u
and
huii shan thanks so much
my best superlady!~

well well here iis some*aabit* of those piics from halloween ii taken from ゆき tagged pg!~
as u guys can seee
not must 葵iinsiide
as
葵was damn scare!!~
those pple really scare me !!~
this year too rush liiao never prepare hao hai lai
next year just u guys wait and see
葵will be a cute cute vampire!!~
ゆき wanna be a sexy vampire next year.
but ゆきthis year iis sexy devil!~
as for my sisterそらis a 猫
maybe cat again next year!!~
lol
this year 葵 have a witch hat!~
so counted a witch riight
hahaaa...cool!!~
neee
葵have fun with the gals and of cause my baby brother jason!~
そら say this year jason iis a Pumpkinカボチャ
cause jason shirt have abit of orange
well..
abit bu chen gong la!~
hehee!!~
葵have fun..
really
but mostly葵was scared!!~
my heart small can
-.-"""
well well pics to share

wosh wosh!~here we go!~