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♥ Sunday, October 31, 2010

Hurtful world money is just in pple heart and head... I fucking hate u.when u say"how much it going to cost again"our rom u don't want nice photos meh?I'm sad very sad!!! Money n more money this kind of thing need to save meh? Wst wrong with u ? It our rom don't u want it nicely done?? ));Very sad I feel like crying out do u even know ???

葵/青い

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♥ Saturday, October 30, 2010

Give me a fucking good result why are u doing this to me??? We have a friendship that been going on for like 13 years since we 1st know each other.i believe u that why I'm helping u. But u don't even help me now. SMS u no reply. Call also no ans. When I use other pple number to call u ans. WTF is this u treating me? Pple around me Keep say u using me yet I still believe u till now.now I don't think i can do this already u giving me no choice.I'm tired of SMS-ing u and no reply get back.. I'm not goin to pay that Fucking bill for u!!!!! Cb!! Ahhh.. I'm so mad!!!! Or Am I goin to let my dad help u pay and get back from u bit by bit.. No why I'm goin to let my dad do this)); oh god.. Why this kind of thing happen to me now? When I tryin my fuckin best to save money for my rom)); I need someone go save me); I'm breakin down soonD;

葵/青い

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♥ Tuesday, October 26, 2010

mummy ... can i always be ur princess and stay by ur side?
i dont wanna grow up
just wanna stay with u always always and always
suddenly have this tot coming in my head
haissss
thing come and go come and go
i wonder
when will i be rich?
so i dont have to stress about money thingy

anyway back to life
today im damn tired from work
i wonder why
maybe yest when out with oni?
cant be la
have fun with oni yest
THANKS ONI FOR BRINGIN ME OUT AGAIN
^^
lookin forward to the next outing u gonna bring me
fly kite?i wanted to try long ago
:D

anyway .... wan friday faster come
so i can see danna again
will try super best not to over spent
=\
this coming nov month too many out coming event
is like OMGGGGG

sleepy liao sia
waiting for danna to call
till here ba
love love those to be love by me :D
ja ne
grandma and baby
i mis u both so so much
):

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, October 23, 2010

what a bad night of friends and us...
what more can i say
all got wrong this is what i will say
both danna and me
and
friends and me
so just let it go by
dont talk about it anymore
anyway
yest was cheryl last day
so sad
):
no more cheryl le ): D: so sad la
must be strong )):

come to today
today danna bring me go jb to city sq
all i wanted to go there for was to see wedding dresses
soo went to a few shop
still ok ok ba
i guess

back to sg after walk around
have fun
danna is notti and playful
home now type all this makin me sleepy as i wake up 8 plus in the morning
im like half dead :S

and happy birthday to my dearest childhood friend :D u know who u are (:

青い/葵

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Why when I tone down ur voice still tone up? Just only want u come down it just downstairs to fetch me got wrong?? I don't understand ur lazy when all u do at home was playing games..when I angry and give black face it always my fault my fault my fault)); I go out still tot of you when u told me not to buy anything home still I saw ur fav I still buy for you... Hoping to just make u smile but now I think it a waste of time and my money); I'm posting all this to u is postin ur bad.. If u say I am then I am ba.I'm sorry If u are not happy. I'm tired too.. So are u when u always think that it my fault that I give u a black face..it always my fault my fault my faultD: I really just wanna be happy)); why can't u give it to me? ));

青い/葵

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♥ Sunday, October 17, 2010

To think that u are finally home.. Hoping u will spent this few hours talking to me then go to sleep): I'm tryin my best not to have a fight with u.. Do u even bother ? Don't think so u care wat I'm thinking. I'm tired as well but I try to stay up thinking of think to talk. But when I do u r there into ur sleep. U don't talk much but few weeks not home nothin to talk to me ma??? ): I'm happy we spent a day together but when night fall it like u sleep ur own n I sleep mine. Sometime don't feel like rising the I wanna say to u. Cause I think somehow u don't seem to understand . O well nights darling

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, October 16, 2010

danna is home already (:
and danna say today will stay home and rest
tml will bring me out (:
hehehe
ill be a good good gal today
love u danna

青い/葵

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♥ Thursday, October 14, 2010

이홍기

I THINK I FALLIN FOR HIM:D

BUT I STIL LOVE MY AOI SAMA MORE XDDDD

AINT HE CUTE

I LOVE IT WHEN AOI SAMA SMILE LIKE THIS

SOO SWEET AND CUTE

anyway back to life

damn tired damn tired at work

2days more till danna come home

and he say to call me

i wonder where the fuckin call

bluff me :s cb

and some pple just dont know where they stand and stil have the cheek to come talk to me

ha~

danna when u see this dont come say me make thing go big

im not

and u dont even know what happen when u r not home

sooo go wooooo can danna

be good (:

pz say she got the award

*pui* er xin

pz also say i can go bed now * it only 9:25 pm* -.- so can faster tml and less one more day tilll danna return

faster to work as well:S

hate work

even since i start runnin clinic alone

everyday so tired

damn tired that kind ):

tml will jyjy

CAUSE DANNA WILL BE BACK ON SAT

YEAHHH AR

LMAO

TILL HERE BA

OYASUMI

JA NE

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, October 13, 2010

i understand mummy mean good by everything she is thinkin and sayin to me
i really do understand
but i just dont get the point that why mummy is so against about danna playin mj?
):
i also dont like danna go play mj
but what can i do?
i cant bare to see him bored at home
and i can stil seee he stil not very use to stayin and go by the rules of my house
i understand what mummy like or dont like
but she really dont need get danna to follow everything around the house
and i also know this is my daddy house
but have to understand danna at time that he tryin his best to fit in too ):
hais
i dont know who to side on ):
both side of the hand also pain
):
danna always not home when somthing happen
and when he is home
i dont know how to tell him
or should i tell him ?
or will he even know what happen and ask me what wrong
):
i love mummy and my family and as well i love danna too
i know danna is not someone who know how to show himself
but i can seee in my eyes he do love me
i know my life will be xin ku next time
but i really dont mind xin ku with him
as long as danna is be me
and as what what i hate the most is from my sis
sometime she can be nice and sweet listen to whatever i say
when im down
but sometime
she mouth danm bloody smelly
nothing good come out
and it make me sad
at the same time i also do understand she meant well for me too
but
i do hope and wish she give me her blessing
and see the way i do
dont say anything bad which i hear already my heart so fuckin sad one
):
3days more till danna return le
i hope the last 2 days he have fun
come back le i really do need to ask him some qns le
):
hais
tiring day for me today
i hope tml will be better )):
oyasumi minna

青い/葵

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♥ Tuesday, October 12, 2010

danna blogged..*thinking do we even have this word*
lols ..nvm that
yea danna blog
4days till he return
he say fast
well sound like he wanna stay there enjoy then come back -.-"
lols
hmmm
zhen shi de danna
baka baka
anyway yes 4days
tml is wed le
kinda pass fast i guess
hope he rem to call me when he come back that day so i can fuckin ask tea to go fetch him
:D
miss him much much
till here ba
bed time
oyasumi ((:

青い/葵

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♥ Monday, October 11, 2010

somehow i wanna be a model too
can i?*dreamin*
and danna call jus now (:
heheh
i told him come back that day call me 1st
x)
oh well

青い/葵

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5days till danna return
wonder will he call me tonight )):i waited
and
waited
haisss
danna dont seem to call
):
hais
miss being in his arms
want him call me dear dear and be around me
hais
danna i miss u damn badly
):

青い/葵

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♥ Sunday, October 10, 2010

6days more to dana return
i like hell missin him already
got many thing to ask him when he come back
really need to ask him
so so long!!!!~~~
he didnt call me for 6 days already i think
i also dont rem
hais
today is 101010
TEA BAG BIRTHDAY...
HAHHA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEA
LONG LONG LAST WITH MY LIM BEI AGNES (:

anyway...yest ht celeb her 21st birthdayearly at her house
was fun
(:
hahhaaa
and her bf buy other dog for her
so nice lo
hmmm
i think after all it good ba
(:
well
i hope danna call tonight
or so
):
hmmm
im hungry now
mummy pls cook for me
pls
lols
oh well tml is monday again
sian diao
:S

hais
till here ba

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, October 9, 2010

miss ayabie when they are together as one

)):

7days till danna return

well what more can i say?

FASTER

well it really do pass kinda fast i guess

today will just keep my fone by me bring it everywhere i go in case danna do call today

later

cause i think too long liao no fone cal )):

anyway later will be goin ht house for her 21st birthday so yeah

before that goin shoppin with the gals 1st

hopin and wishin danna is here and not here

lols..but i guess i want him home very badly

thinkin what to wear for danna for his birthday next month?

hmmm

*head desk*

guys birthday present so hard to buy de :S

hmmmm*2pit head not workin well enff*

lols

oh well i guess stil long till he his birthday i just have to put aside 1st

lols

hmmmm

i guess i will enjoy myself with out danna today..

lols

oh btw

tml is 101010 !!! nice date hur

many pple gettin marry in this date

hahaha

gong xi to those pples (:

xin fu o

till here ba

danna misss u

青い/葵

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♥ Friday, October 8, 2010

HAPPY 21ST MONTHS ANNI TO DANNA (:
HEEESS
i already lost count how many is 1 years how many months le..lols -.-"
anyway...counting down to danna return is 8 days more
well
i hope it will be faster
and he will come home soon soon
hmmm
feel like goin airport to fetch him
hmmm
oh well
will "sweet talk "with tea bag about fetchin him
lols
so miss danna o...
i just need to jy in work next week he will be back
and i hope time will go faster while in work
lols
anyway
it friday!!!~
can sleep later tml
woooo
KINDA TIRED NOW AT THIS TIME
TMD..lols
anyway i think ill blog till here ba
(:
*waiting*

青い/葵

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♥ Thursday, October 7, 2010

1days more to anni
and
9days more to danna return
was talkin to sis about many thing
and well as always i cry whenever i think and talk about my child
hmmm
sis was worry is danna will be the guy im lookin for
and will he be a good husband to me?
will he treat me good and well?
this who know will ?
what will happen
im worry that our marriage will turn out like his parents
i have worry about many thing about our marriage
and im scare too to be fact
):
but i have to put the fate in him he will treat me good and well
and as well
i might not be the best and good wife to him
but to be fateful to him is all i can do
he cannot be very rich or give me what i want
stil he can make it to be a fateful husband to me
as this is what i think for now
i understand my sis worry for me
and at least danna really dont talk much about our child
but at some point i think he miss her as much as i do
to my baby up there
mummy do have a name for u
just i dont say it out loud and say it much
and the name i given u may not be the best name in the world or ur daddy like
but it in my heart and ill always call you this name
and pls rem no matter where u r,what u are like now
we will always love u and miss u in heart
never u will be forgotten to us
and i notice whenever i cry or needed danna the most or go crazy and emo
danna will never be around to tell me dear dont cry or hug me
i always cry alone
im so helpless
hais
well back to my work life ba
runnin clinic alone is fuckin tired
so damn damn tired ok
but i guess days and time pass faster
and danna not back yet
countin down to the days
miss holdin his hand
so miss those hug and kisses from him
so miss his person walkin around the house
hais
i guess i have to jyjy in work ba
time to go bed liao
and finally tml it friday
and lucky me tml i only got one clinic to run
i just hope tml they dont ask me cover anyone in the morning
if not i will go gonged
oh well
time to sleep
oyasumi minna
danna i miss u so badly
and of cz u too baby

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, October 6, 2010

2days more to anni
10 days more till danna return
danna will u smoke lesser for my sake?
dont smoke is the best le
just do it for my sake will u?):

青い/葵

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♥ Tuesday, October 5, 2010

3days more to anni
and 11 days more to danna return
^^
DANNA I LOVE U MUCH MUCH
U KNOW THAT DONT U?
(:

青い/葵

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♥ Monday, October 4, 2010

12 days more to danna return!!!
pls faster go by hao ma
hmmm
2nd oct sis birthday ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELINE CHOO
and it my outing with sweet
like very sb long no go out with her liao le
so yeah
meet up SHOPPIN TIME
WOOOO
LOLS
hahhaa
bought myself a summer hat,and summer dress
^^
hehe
danna come back will wear out with him
and also i need a summer heeel and summer bag
will buy it soon x)
hehehheess
and well below are some photos la..so enjoy enjoy la minna
today 4 oct i run clinic alone like well
stil ok lo
no comment
but stil like sianed
hais
why danna no call today ):
i tot he is restin
)):
oh well time to sleep
oyasumi minna
hope to hear from danna again soon
tml jyjy again

sweet arts work

guess which is mexD

heheh

love the 1st pic

^^
sweet eyes big big

am thinkin of what to eat

chuuu

she hor..notti

sweet say im thinkin of what to buy

and this!!~MY AOI SAMA

AINT HE CUTE???

AND THIS YUME SAN^^

ALSO CUTE CUTE

AND IM SHOCK TO SEE NEW POST IN DANNA BLOG.

^^ POSTED THIS AFTERNOON ONE

WELL HE ALWAYS SAY TAKE CARE MYSELF AND ALL ALWAYS SAY SAME THING BUT IM SMILING INSIDE

(:

青い/葵

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♥ Friday, October 1, 2010

15 days in count down...):
sianed
today so many complain @work
make me like kinda lose hope in this work
dont know how long can i take it
hmmm..yest danna no call me
i wonder today will?
hais
miss him like so badly
wonder
when he come back will he read every single one of my post?
when in to danna blog and got a shock to see his post when he at austarlia the 1st day
nearly cry out
by the words he say below even when he always say to me all this words
tml goin out to meet sweet^^
finally
sb long no meet her already
out to look for sis birthday present as well
hmm dont know what to get too
and next week ill run clinic alone
kinda scare but it a try
fall and learn ba
jyjy me
danna come back soon i hope

青い/葵

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