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♥ Wednesday, March 31, 2010

i am a hopeless gal in a hopeless world
i am so glad u didn't give me up
i am so glad u will be always by my side
i am glad u didnt let go of my hand
i am glad we still hold on tight
i am sorry for the ren xin i have
i am sorry for makin u mad at me
i am sorry for makin u heart pain
i am sorry for makin u worry
i am sorry for the hurt i cause to u
forgive me my dear dear prince
i know how much u love me
and i know much i am important to u
and i know how much i love u and how much u r important to me
dar i love u
thanks for everything
i hope u rem the promise u say and given me
do it always ... dont need to wait for a reason to do soo!!!!!

青い/葵

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♥ Tuesday, March 30, 2010

DAR I LOVE U

pls tell me u love me too

青い/葵

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♥ Sunday, March 28, 2010

thurs the 25-03-10
off day
when out with sweet have alot of fun i guess
i dont know sweet
but i did ^^
hahhaa
alot of photos but i am too lasy to upload
and also leii
i have photos of sweet givin me a gift she made
so sweet of her
^^
thanks again
love u many many

fri and sat 26-27 -03-10
worrkin and danna came home
):
mis him so much

sun 28-03-10
off again
went out with mummy.daddy,danna and jason
well
i am happy i feel like a family xDDD
hahaha
well i promise to bring my mom out soo yeah i did
thank danna for accompany me
and later in the evein
danna book in again
haisss
he goin pop soon
i hope i can really spent time with him
danna wont have a ord time
):
cause he sign on ma
hai
i am havin a very super hard time with out him by me most
cry most too

and well this time danna book out we never fight
cool
lols
lmao
hmmm
lols
tml
work like fuck again
)):
damn really hate workin
hais
i hope can have less work
and also
more money
well i am dreamin i guess

hais...
i mis the time when danna have his own room
and when i go up to his house
ah ma always there to say hi to me and smile
she make me think of my grandma at time
hais
grandma up there must be happy i guess
i hope next book out of danna we will have time to go eat with his ah gong and ah ma
=\
oh well i hope danna book out early too
):
haissss
2more weeksss till his pop
):
jyjy

photos not in order
pics of sweet gift to me (:
i dont know how to move them
lmaos
hahaha
here u go
and here
aoi sama
http://ameblo.jp/ayabie-blog/image-10493564060-10470796216.html

back of the card

inside of the card
i love the skull head that sweet draw
and the fumi she sign
so nice

i love the neko

and the little card which inside

was my name xD

the envelope

the card ^^

lastly

me and my danna^^

ps:
i hope i can be the most happy gal in the world
i hope u can give me my dream soon
i hope she come back soon
i hope u will one day understand me more
i hope u kinda change abit more nice and sweet to me
i hope i can wear a wedding gown soon
i hope we can have our own house soon
i hope and wish

青い/葵

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♥ Thursday, March 25, 2010

SUG NEW SONG

THANKS U SWEET

青い/葵

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tired from work ):
need long off
need hoilday
hope danna and me have a house real soon
can have bigger bed >(

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, March 24, 2010

i alreadyy forgotten how kor use to treat me
how much he love me already
i wonder is it who ask too much from him
or he dont care me anymore?
i dont know
i really miss how kor use to treat me when i dont see it now
)):
anyone can treat me super bad
but not kor u
i know u didnt la
but somehow the feelin u used to give me like no longer around anymore):
maybe my words here is wrong
and make u mad if u see this
i'm sorry
danna call in late today
):
was so sad
i already hardly talk to him on the fone le
when he say wana hung up cause wanna save batt i was like erm gonged ):
hais
and the next thing i ask him to go bed
):
i wanna talk to him longer
but
he seem so tired
i am so sad
):
hais
danna when will we have time together
no more time together anymore
):
thinkin of it i feel so sad and i cry
feel so useless toward u
not strong
wont be
u are not good in sayin sweet thing to me
but
i hope u will
dry my tears for me will u?
danna i love u
so so much
i know what i want le
is u
doesnt matter next time will suffer or not
it ok
as long as it with u
all doesnt matter
we will have to jyjy together
but pls promise me
u dont leave me alone
i am scare one day u will ):

青い/葵

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♥ Tuesday, March 23, 2010

)):

青い/葵

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♥ Sunday, March 21, 2010

why do sunday come so fast
it like just a blink of eye ):
i wish danna can really spent more time with me
and i really wish i can spent time with him ):
hais
mooody mood on again
i want danna home now ):
hais
danna sign on le
i have to jyjy too right?
i guess soo
hmmm
gambate ne
dont stress him
):
and also dont wanna fight with him anymore
so tiring
):
i wish and want to spent time together not fightin everytime he book out ):
sobs
danna
i care
i dont mean harm
):
hais
i dont wanna cry anymore
i dont wanna tears anymore le
when can i really stop my cry?
hais

darling baby gal
mummy mis u ):

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, March 20, 2010

i didnt tot my sat night will be like this):
hais
i wish he know that i want alone time with him ):

青い/葵

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i stil like this pic of his

(dont get mad at me for takin ur pic again)

that my little prince of vampire 俊 Junichi

and it his birthday today so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SILLLY BAKA VAMP JUN JUN
i am so lucky to meet diao him
and i do have to thank him for comin in my life
he always make me smile
and again he call me jie again
well
hahaha it very happy to me
i smile for the little thing he do for me
jun maybe playful
and always bully me
but for one thing i know
when i am sad
he always will be there to make me smile
^^
i am glad my dear princess arya found him
if not i wont have such wonderful and playful
brother plus a vampire like him
dear jun it ur last year as a teenage
sooooooooo enjoy ^^
i know u are goin to army soon
and what u are worry about i know is sally
well no worry sally have me to take care of her
and i know she will be strong
so dont worry^^
GANBATE MY DEAR
u know the family always love u jun
^^
loveeessss
misses u as well (:
happy birthday to u again ^^

i mis danna so much

finally he can use his fone le

chat awhile

but i think he fall asleep or what le ba

no reply

):

so sad

but he will be home in hours time

oh well

have to wait and wait

:S

i hope i dont have a fight with him ):

i dont wanna to

cause it been long since we last chat ):

青い/葵

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♥ Thursday, March 18, 2010

hais..i was working today
i am not jokin man
cause i cant celeb my baka vamp jun birthday for him
):
i am so sad
i wanna celeb his birthday for him so badly
):
sorry sally and jun jun
sorry brother.
i do dont wanna go daddy birthday
as i dont really wanna see her
sorry and hope u forgive me
aoi here sayiin sorry to all
head hurt it like spinnin ):
i wan danna back like now
haisss
i am really very tired le

青い/葵

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whenever thing start to happen around me
danna will never to around me to comfort me
hais
what to do
i really wanna quit liao
but if i quit now
lose out de is me
not my bloody boss
grrrrrrrr
but i dont care la
just i dont know how to open my mouth
she really makin me crazy man
hais
think i am startin to have fever le
):
danna danna
i hope u hear me by ur heart tellin u i love u so much
if u feel the wind think of it me blowin by u
haha
i feel like so emo
well now i am goin to go crazy
i crying non stop
cause i think of her
she is the only reason which can make me cry so badly in the night
and is whenever danna not around again
sally say she will be happy if i am happy
but how can i be happy?danna not around
she not around
i am alone most of the time
so tiring alone
i am wishin it is sat
so i can see sat danna again
i wanna be in his arms so much so badly
i am really very useless

青い/葵

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♥ Tuesday, March 16, 2010

from a ugly a

to this much pretty a

sally so cute la

(:
hmmm

2nd day of no chattin with danna

jyjy

3 more days

so yeah

hmmm=\

bored again

off

i didnt go anywhere

i just erm stay home and rot

save money

thurs goin to have a good one with sally.jun and sweet i guess she is comin tooo

^^

thanks u sweet

love u very much ne

xD

wonder what to buy for jun?

hmmmm

*thinking*

青い/葵

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i have to jy as well ne
till danna come back home
i mis him so much already
it only the 1st day
T_T
*huhuhu*
damn it
i hate army
aoi hate to be alone

青い/葵

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♥ Monday, March 15, 2010

later danna will start his out Field le)):
i very sad
cause we wont be talkin like erm till sat he come back
so sad
haiiis
i will be gonged when he is not around )):

friday the 12-3-10
danna lie to me tellin me he will be back on sat
but he suddenly pop out at my work place in front of me
i was shock and happy
wahhhaa
fetch me go cini there i dont know do what liao sia
dont rem -.-""
but we went to neverland and drink after that
make danna sad and worry and cry
i feel so bad
*danna gomene*
i am drunk again -.-""
lmao
but i am happy
danna is by me

sat 13-03-10
i fake mc not to go work just to pei my mr koh
we wnt bugis around afternoon time
AND AND
AT BUGIS II SAW ADAM LAMBEART
HE IS DAMN DAMN HANDSOME LA
WAHHHAHA
anyway i didnt say i never fight with danna
we did have some fight which i dont even rem
but it should be a small small matter la
but i am happy i am with him the whold day
danna was very nice to let me eat what i wanted
cause almost what i wanna eat is not cheap
but danna let me
^^
so happy
thank my love
after moive we eat at hk cafe
and we walk down to ps there to meet jon as he O danna money so he meet us there to return
after which bus home

it very early when we reach

sun 14-03-10
it white day
bai sei qing ren jie ^^
leave danna for work ):
and he have go to bbdc for 2A lessons
he fail one lesson...awwww
jyjy danna

well i am so glad danna is always by myside
i know my temper and all not good
and i think i will never be a good gf or a wife to him
no matter how i throw my temper at him
with a good reason or not
danna without fail he always stay by me
i really wonder how he do it
he is a block head at time
and he dont know how to say sweet thing to me
and may not be the best bf in the world
but he is good enff for me liao le^^
i am blessed already
danna told me to wait for 1 or 2 years more
i will
i love him more then i love myself
i am tryiin my very best to change my temper
i hope i can change it one day
):
danna i hope u will be safe and sound
be back soon
i love u
mis u

there is two link to aoi sama blog pics
http://ameblo.jp/ayabie-blog/image-10481862760-10451602466.html
http://ameblo.jp/ayabie-blog/image-10481862760-10451205663.html
1st is aoi sama zhi lian xDD so so cute/
2nd is aoi sama stage and his mic

pics to share

me and my mr koh

us at cini

i wanna take pic of myself

but my danna disturb me

>)

ooooo

my face white white
at neverland

aoi at neverland

night everyone

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, March 13, 2010

aoi is so tired...

so so tired....

):

danna is an ass..he is such a block head at time T_T

hais

sometime i do think the psp is more important then me

u will just look at the psp more then u look at me ): *huhuhu*

青い/葵

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♥ Friday, March 12, 2010

went out with sweet on my off day
IT OUR 1ST OUTING TOGETHER EVEN SINCE WE KNOW EACH OTHER FOR 1WHOLE YEARS
*lols*
pei sweet go kino to take her Hey!Say!Jump calendar
i think she kanna cheated la
lmao
we also blured when the person explain again and again to us
but stil i think sweet kanna cheated
lols
when walk walk ...chat chat...
did i say my sweet is taller then me T_T
i am like hell short la
i wear heels somemore -.-"
we wanna to watch moive de
but IT BLOODY HELL EX LA
sobs
wanna watch "alice in wonderland "so much with sweet
but $11 it too ex for both of us
):
end up we didnt watch any
sadded
went bugis walk walk and we bought ourself bangles xD
wahha
lmao i am crazy
i hope sweet have fun with me ^^
i hope i didnt bored her out
we took some photos together xDDD

i know danna will sign on
i just know it
hais
he sms and say he already sign the paper or so liao le
i kinda not very happy for him to sign
but
danna been tellin me it for our good
i have no chioce to let him
even if it not for us but for himself also a good thing i think
));
but i worry about him after that 5 years he come out look for a job will be very hard
i do hope we get marry,,i hope my every hope on him
i dont wanna lose him not now or ever
i do hope we last
yes i do want that
hais
just now chattin with danna make me abit mad
):
the way he reply me
i really cry like hell
i really feel like hell i am goin to jump down and die better
i just wanna see how long it take to have that dream
so it make me more handworkin to that dream
so i wont go hell down at least i do know i have this dream to fight on
but danna reply me so unwillingly
make me tears and sad
i heart broke
):
i know he is tired from yest out Field
but he dont have to like this reply me ):
hais
i know he did fall asleep on me again
i hope he come back home today
):
i mis u so badly
danna jy for my sake
even if not it for urself
gambate
i love u deep down so badly
u know i do

photos to share

sweet edit this

but her fav pic too big cant fit it

lols

it me... xD

i more cui then sweet right

kissesss xD

hehheess

our bangles

here the pic sweet like

and it cant fit the one she edit

fumi and aoi

i like this one xD

swing heart heart xD

i love her

青い/葵

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♥ Thursday, March 11, 2010

yawnin away doin my nails.bloggin and chattin with sweet
lols
i know tired already
today danna didnt call or sms me)):
so sad
cant wait to meet up with sweet xD
i want danna to book out on friday
i need him by me
so much
i want him to book out very soon
very fast
as he have to by away on next Monday
out Field le
start liao
):
but nvm
danna goin pop soon
less then a month ^^
time fly fly faster fly^^
*lols*man i am goin crazy soon
HATE NS MAN
lmao

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, March 10, 2010

i'm very tired
very very tired
i hope god can let me rest for awhile
and give me more time for family and danna
and friends too
danna so wish u r here
*head spinnin*
i wanna seeee him now

青い/葵

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♥ Tuesday, March 9, 2010

happy anni my dear danna
and
happy anni to my dearest lim bei agnes chua and her bf, my dear mr clown *lol*
they have the same anni date as me and danna
so cool is that..*lolS*
hais... missing danna so badly
): and also my arya and baby gal
hope arya is better now
how long have my baby been gone from me ?
1year plus already ?
i wonder how is she doin?
hai...
when will i have my baby back again?
when will i get marry to him?
when can i get my own house ?
when can i just stop work and rest ?
when when when
so so tired
so so so tired already):
hais...
danna i need u so badly

青い/葵

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♥ Sunday, March 7, 2010

1st i must say i am sorry to my arya
so so sorry
i know u dont wanna see my words to make u more sad
but i cant help it
to say sorry to u
i know u dont wanna get my worry that why u didnt told me anything but u know when i found out how worry i can get
pple may say i am a fool or idoit how can i get so so into someone online
my dear princess arya aint just someone who is online
she mean the world to me
i cry when i saw what she sms me
shock and sad for her
and i tears...
danna was shock too
but i cant help it
hime is so so alone so so far from me
i wish so much she is here in my arms and i am huggin her
haissss
)):
hime if u happen to saw this...i hope u r better
u know me and the family will always be there for u
no matter what
i love u
u know i do
as much as u love me
come back when u r ready
we will be there waiting
i wont make u sad with my words anymore my dear

2nd it goin 12am soon
it me and danna 1years 2months anni
nothing for danna
lols
he also nothing for me
-.-
hais
our time together really like shit
):
so sad
hais
i dont know what to say ba
i have a strong feelin danna will sign on for our sake
but it make me wonder so much
how long will we go on?
hmmm...
see our fate ba
but i must say
and this is ture
everytime he book out
we sure fight ):
hais... but danna i love u alot

i have some link wanna share
it my aoi sama
omg he is so cute
http://ameblo.jp/ayabie-blog/image-10476164618-10442131449.html
http://ameblo.jp/ayabie-blog/image-10476164618-10442126505.html
http://ameblo.jp/ayabie-blog/image-10476164618-10442125523.html

from the 1st one to the 2nd one and then close up
how i wish i can see him up in person
*dreaming*

青い/葵

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♥ Thursday, March 4, 2010

i really do hate last min this words

why do i always have to not attend any outing of the guys?

hmmmm

because kor dont love me like he use to?

or just because everyone in the grp hate me?

hmmmm

and i am so so so sad

danna will be out on sat):

and his cellphone i think is dead already ):

sobs

i dont wanna have a day without danna not talkin to me

so not use to it ):

青い/葵

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danna...finally u pass ur nafa
aint it good?
but now u thinkin wanna sign on or not
hmmm
i dont know ba
i just know no matter what u think
i stil love u
and it for our good
danna i love u
very super much
X)
anyway next comiing monday
is our 1years two months anni
lols
it seem like so long
damn look it only just 1 years plus
lmao
anyway
i am tryin to spent as much time as can with my beloved u
dont blame me for not spentin time
i wanted so badly so much
demo
i have to work too
for our gOod
yes i do dont feel like workin anymore
but what to do
this is life
and for that silly lynn mei mei
ur life now is study silly
haiyo
we all mis u too as well
but what to do
study now also very important u know
just jyjy alright
we all jyjy
GAMBATEEEE
LMAO
hmmmmm
below there is a pic of mine
well i ask my old man stylist to style it for me
and i am kinda pls with it
CAUSE I LOOK LIKE A BITCH
and i like it
XD
demo
i stil like the 1st time he curl for me
that one more young more cuter xD
wahhahhaa
AND i dont have a off day this week ):
hell i am damn tired
*sobs*
lmao..ok i am like hell talkin to myself
oh well time for me
OYASUMI minna^^V

i wonder what danna will

say about this hairs do

lols

青い/葵

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