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♥ Tuesday, March 31, 2009

well today off...
hmmmm
was overnight as danna place
and ii was spent my whole day off with danna
went shoppin,movie,eat hao liao(should be counted hao liao ba)*hahah*and what else we do??
coffee bean *drool*
ohya..danna pay everything today
at time danna iis so slow in knowin what ii want or feel
at time he iis so rubbish
at time he act like a kid(dont get mad at what ii say)*hehe*
at time he iis so idoit(dont get mad at what ii say)*hehe*
at time hhe iis so 2pit(dont get mad at what ii say)*hehe*
but still ii love my cedric(:
my one and only cedric((:

pic to share minna

me at danna place .... ii know ii look 2pit

ii love his smile and hiim
ii love it when he smile
at least dont have the ah beng face -.-"""
smile more la my danna((:
it nicer that way
and
ii love uuuu
chu chu desu

ps: darling what u do today??

haviin fun?

mummy mis u so much

love u alot too ((:

青い/葵

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♥ Monday, March 30, 2009

ii want u to know what ii wan from u
how ii feel for u
when u ride u know i am behind u what ii want from u?
as when u can hold my hand when u ride
hehehsss
but u always never know
when u see this ii think we already at home le
baka danna somthing u r just so slow in knowin how ii feel or what ii want
but ii dont blame u
(:
but still ii love u
super very much
(:
heess

ps:hello darling how are u today??
ii mis u so much<3

青い/葵

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♥ Sunday, March 29, 2009

*edited*
danna iis out to playin mj...
yes i am super bored
but ii am a good good gal today
ii didnt disturb him
like ii always did
nope nope x)
just hope while u play dont forgot about me
heeesss
anyway
wahahhaa
ii cant wait for all the new songs to come out!!!!~
faster la~!!!!!!
lmao
look look those photos
drooooooooooool
hehhesss ... btw today ii saw fei lun hai again wor
this time ii saw da dong jiro
OMG AND HE IS SO BLOODY HANDSUM
II AM DROOLIN MAN X)

ayabie♥

彩冷える ♥

aoi sama so handsum and cute
yume san mo
kenzo san so cool
♥

awwwwwww
so cool ♥

彩冷える ayabie ♥

ii cant wait...faster come out ♥

cute bo?wahhaa
♥

cute right xDDD
♥

aoi sama
♥

葵♥

yume san♥

sUg♥

takeru iis cute too right xDDDD

takeru!!!!!!!!!

SCREW DESU

byou oni sama so sexy xD

jin oni sama look iis cool

dont forget my kazu dear ..

*drool*

ii mis byou oni sama

and

my baka kazu

vidoll

very important doll

JUI SAMA!!!!!!!!!!!

LEAD ♥

II STIL LOVE U GUYS XDDD ♥

SeTO KUN ♥

AN CAFE ♥

アンティック-珈琲店

oh my kawaii miku.....*drool*

Kanon u look so er xin u know that

with or without make up to me u sucks and look so ugly..

omg

アリス九號 ♥
oh shou u so handsum*drool*

alice nine xDDD*shou* drooll*

ps:darling....ii love u..missin u so much

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, March 28, 2009

ii love my danna super much
he iis very nice
sweet to his hime
cute to his hime
carin his hime
dotin his hime
pamper his hime too much
loving his hime as much as well
and his hime wish and hope this last forever and ever
he is so wonderful
and yet his hime at time iis crazy
can go crazy over small small matter
but he always give in to his hime
2months plus down the road always give in
never once blow temper on his hime
even if danna iis angry he wil once scolded his hime
well minna san tell aoii
this kind of danna whre can ii find??
can take my princess temper so long and stil love me as what i am((:
aoi is lucky ne
hontoni lucky ne
ii cant promise danna ii wil totally change my princess temper
but ii promise to try
for now everything matter everything about u
danna ii dont know how much ii mean to u
ii just know aoi iis happy with u now
ii want this to last
very much (:
ii love u super much
from deep down(::
pls dont be moody anymore
ii also dont wanna fight with u
always make me worry about my health*useless me*
ya like u say ii also dont want de
but i have no chioce..sometime think ii ma fan diao u
but ii know u love me too much to dont worry (:
ii thanks u for everything u given me
(:
ii love uu

to reya onee chan
where u today??aoi didnt see u
aoi didnt chat with u ):
missin u so much
love u always
):

to my darling:
smile for mummy and daddy (:
love u forever

till here ba miina san

青い/葵

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♥ Friday, March 27, 2009

somtime u make me wonder am i the gal u r lookin for?
and
sometime i make myself wonder u r the guy i am lookin for?
ii dont know all this ba...or next time what will happen to us or our rs
ii just know now ii very happy with u
ii hope this wont change anything between us
our love and all
ii really cant take it again if anything bad gOiing to happen..
super much dont wanna lost u
((:
will we really get marry like u say we will?
ii hope and wish soo
ii wanna have a pretty weddin with u
ii wish and hope what u say come true(:
jajaja
maybe aoi is just dreamiin
oh well

青い/葵.

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♥ Thursday, March 26, 2009

sometime i just feel like u dont really bother about me
just because the way u talk
this post ii know when u read it u will angry
but this is how iii feel):

ii think ii wanna waste money on doc again
is from young my body aint very good
ii dont wan my body weak again
about this goin back to the doc iis right

ii ask u
do u care about my body and health??
ya ii know everything u do or say mean good to me
but at this point it about my body and health
but u sound like iif ii go it wastiin ur money

iif like this
ii pay myself!!!~
ii dont need u pei me and all

this is how ii feel now
and u sound like this make me feel this way

ii really dont wanna fight with u on small small matter
ii dont wanna spoil our rs and always throw temper on u
but can i forgive my blurnessss??
i am slow in thing
ii catch thing slow
IS IT MY FAULT TO??
ii dont wanna be slow and all
like ma fan pple
iif ii like make u not happy with my slow and blur tel me la
ii will just shut and dont say anything

ii am tired
ii dont wanna fight
i just want happy life with u
just happy no fight
)):
but i am hurt now
hais
will u really understand what ii mean???

danna u mean so much to me
important very very
ii love u
really love u

青い/葵.

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forgive me for throwin my temper at u this few days danna
it been very hard for me
causin my mood to swing so badly
ii know u too dont feel so good
just i am sorry forgive my temper
when can ii really be with u?
when can ii really just be with u?
ii want it so badly to stay with u
then we can see each other everyday
and u dont always have to come fetch me
and we stil see each other
just hope u dont see me till bored one day
but do u think and want the same thing as i do??
hais....
moooddddd swwwwiingggg suuuppeeeerrrr badddddd
i dont like it as well
but just ta han me longer alright
thing wil be back to normal soon
ii promise

oh darling....
today mummy words for u iis
enjoy ur day with my grandma(:
ii love and misses u so much
*muacks*

danna...
ii love u so much
scare to lost u
scare to see u hurt and sad
scare to see u angry with me
pls make me ur last gal
pls promise me to give me all ur best
do ur best
be my cedric
my one and only cedric
pls make me ur one and only hime

青い/葵

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i am missin u so badly my beloved darling)):
hais...
no one understand how ii feel now
suddenly ii feel sucks and empty inside
oh well
emo princesss is back i guessss
just for a short while of time
just leave me alone
time will heal what ii feel
ii hope everything goin to be fine
hope and wish

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, March 25, 2009

darling ii love and mis u so much
ii wil always rem u living inside of me for a moment of time
ii wil always pray u r happy up there
have u found mummy grandma??
rem dont be notti and keep her company alright
come back to me one day ok(:
i wil be here waitin for u
u see daddy too love and dote u too
next time u are back we wil give u all the best
on our self to from other pples help
pls forgive us alright
just for a moment of time be with grandma
and ii missed you so much
waiting
愛してるよ aishiteru darling

thanks u my family for all ur sms and care
aoi need it so much
thanks u danna for not leaviin me
and ur promise and words can really make me feel at ease
ii know ii somtime throw out my xiao jie temper i am sorry
and i know u always give in and forgive me sorry alot of tiime
really thanks u so much for lovng me
iif without u
what wil happen to me
ii wil face all this by myself
ii dont want live without u
uu promise me we wil get marry and get her back right
pls pls dont break this promise to me
and those other promise u given me
ii onlyy have all this promise le
pple say promise are meant to be broken
from my danna ii really believe promise iis true
cause danna silly and all make me believe it
ii love u so much danna 愛してるよ
ne minna san aoi love u guys so much
dont have to name everyone single one
just all on my love list and those super important to me
u guys should know who u guys are(:
gomen for makin family worry
hontoni gomen *bow*
till here ba
time for work now
goin prepare le(:
ja-ne
matta

青い/葵

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♥ Monday, March 23, 2009

less then a day u wil be with me
wish u have fun with grandma
and stay happy my darling..
rem this ii will always love u...

青い/葵

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♥ Sunday, March 22, 2009

reya onee chan....
i am scare and worry
but ii didnt tell u cause
ii dont wanna be a bad little sis to make u worry about me
this is not right
i am sorry for everything
i know u love me so much
aoi too love u so much (:
thanks for carin
thanks for lovin me so much
(:

青い/葵

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i am so fuckin bored

and ii really wish tue never come
):
danna iis out playiin MJ
well
havin fun
well me work to my death
reply me so slow
must be enjoyin himself

lookin at it day by day
ii can only say i love u and am sorry
hopiin and wishin u forgive me
pls dont blame me

)):

my heart really bleed so much
so badly

oh my darling pls be happy with grandma ok
keep her company till it time to come back
alright
this is our promise
ii wil take u back when ii have the money too and everything to have u back

)):

PS:my darling ii love u...
my heart bleed so much....
my tears rollin down again..
forgive me..

青い/葵

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♥ Friday, March 20, 2009

i realyy cant take it
it all goin to end soon
pls forgive me and danna
pls pls forgive us
ii dont wanna do this too
ii want u so badly as well
but ii really have no chioce my dearest
i am sorry!~
come back to me one day
doin this my heart bleed so much
just hopiin u understand and forgive me
i am so sorry to u
ii make a mistake
)):
*sobs*
cry*
*bleed
PS:ii love u 愛してるよ

青い/葵

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♥ Thursday, March 19, 2009

PLS DONT TEL ME IT A DREAM..
CAUSE I CANT TAKE IT

青い/葵

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♥ Sunday, March 15, 2009

pls forgive me...

青い/葵

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♥ Friday, March 13, 2009

it a good or bad news wor?????

aoi lost desu

aoi iis happy wiith iit

really

just i am lost

really

ii wan it so much

ii thanks danna for givin it to me

but ii am worry ii cant make or do thing right for it

but ii do my best

):

ii pray it her

grandma u r back to me aint u?

hope so

anyway

ii have alot of thing to give up

heels!~shoppin!~and ridin bike!~my jrock songs..man alot

too many to list (:

maybe ii wil listen listen not so rock de songs ba xDDD

mummy and daddy pls dont be mad at me

ii am sorry for this

but it already happen le

ii cant do anything to turn the time back to stop everything

just pls forgive me and accpect it with a big heart and stil love me like how u use to

with big heart i am sorry

):

told kor about it le

kor mouth just go drop and keep on hais very loud

sen oni san

ii know u love u and dote me super much

i am sorry too

ii dont mean to shock u with the news

dont worry about me ok

ii wil do thing right

with u by me always always

danna of cause wil be by me

but stil ii need u

soo u have no way to run away from ur sis me(:

iis my danna happy ?

ii haven really ask him about this

this kind of thing both of us iis not perpare for it

but we wil work hard

stil ii wanna ask danna it come into our life

how u feel?

fan?angry?sad?happy?xin fu?

and

will danna love me lesser now?

pls tel me..pls dont lie to make me smile

ended here ba..

aoi kinda lost of words

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, March 11, 2009

vidoll - very important doll
wahahaha
got new song
man i am so in love with jui xDDDD

wahhahaa

enjoy minna

青い/葵

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mondAy o9-o3-o9 .. ii think and hope ii didnt disturb danna much
cause he haviin next day which is a tuesday 1o.o3.o9
soo ii was like so fuckin bored at home and work
but after work meet up with brother awhile
damn it so mis him can
that ass make me cry alot
make me worry him alot
but stil ii love him so much
he always take care me
always worry about me
he once tOld me
i am the only one who make him worry the most..
well it ture xDD
everyone who love me alot always say this
well ii always make pple worry about me
after some talk with that baka brother of mine
and they are smokin...brother,his tomodachi and my wife
and brother told his tomodachi not to blow the smoke to me
he really love me alot
he rem ii have asthma
his tomodachi ask why
LAO PO SAY LATER SHE GOT ASTHMA
LOL
he ask..when wanna bring bf let him seee
ii was like hur?so fast u just come out lei
ii say will see him de la..all busy workin now not free
hahahaa
after everything hug him and go home with laopo
reach hOme le call danan tel him ii reach home and all and chat awhile
that baka otoko..want me go his place over night also never tel me early..
and ii look at the time it goin to be 11:3opm
dot
ii say hung up let me pack
dont waste my time
ii scare no bus no train ok
lol
rush everythin leave my house run to bus stop and all
ba ba ba
guess what my asthma come look for me man
and danna ii guess he is hungry again
wanted to eat mac
well ii reach my stop and go mac buy him food and take bus to his place
dont know he wil come back fetch me and ii saw him crossin the road
(:
he is worry about my asthma
thanks u
but i am not so weak am ii?
hehess
reach his place le
ii use the PC chat with kata chan and danna get angry at me
i am sick and keep usin the PC he wan me go bed right away to rest myself
hey ii wanna talk to kataT_T
no chioce have to go bed):
gomen kata chan
and when morning is here
danna have to go school for exam
and ii stay in bed waiting for him to cOme back
he finsih exam he call and ask ii want anything to eat and ii say no
and go back to dreamland..
ii hear him,he come back
but ii just lazy to open my eyes
lols...ii off yest
ii spent the whole day with hiim (:
watch a borin and lame moive which i dont even understand wth it tryin to say
dinner his place..
after which he play game and ii fall asleep again
ii woke up an hour later
and it time to go home(:
and danna send me home
well ii have fun with him
my whole day is with him xDDD

now i am at work
ii really dont feel so good
havin flu
cough
not fever anymore
headace come and go
tummy there feel sucks
keep on wanna vomit):

and ii mis reya onee chan
ii am so sorry ii didnt talk to u yest
*FEELIN BAD*

青い/葵

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♥ Monday, March 9, 2009

what can ii do to make you come back to me?
grandma ii mis u so much
ii was late again
ii know ii haven been good
and ii know u love us so much
iif ii can ii wil do anything to make u come back to me
aoi really mis u so much
yOu haven seen us get marry and all
haven seen jason grow up much more
so much thing u haven seen
and now you are gone
ii always wil mis and think of you
you will forever be in my heart
ii mis u so much now
grandma ii hope uu make new friends up there
lookin after us one by one
ii hope you are happy much more happy
no more pain just smile and be happy
ii love u so much

anyway yest was me and danna anni
happy 2 months anni danna
was havin fun with u everytime(:
thanks for the new helmet
wasnt really what ii wanted
ii tot it wil be a new wallet or new cell phone or thing ii really like
but it a new helmet
ii stil love it
ii love everything u given me
really
it the tot that count
no matter what u given me ii all wil love it so much ne
sorry ii didnt haven time to go buy thing for uu
the other surpire u give me is when we went back to ur place
u give me see our pics...ii was like so shock
ii didnt think u wil go wash our photos out (:
thanks u again

danna wish u pass ur exam tml
gambate ne
love u alot
hope u dont have to take 6 more month for just a maths
it such a waste of time
but
stil ii want u pass ur exam well enff
well well after ur exam we go have our fun alright (:
ii promise uuu (:

and today 9-3-09
brother iis out
iis like finally
yeah
later meetin him
good good
goin to wack him xDD
hahhaa

well ii love all my loved one
family.danna,kor.oni san,brother,yuki my wife,,everyone on my love list and of cause my little tagged family (:

matta
ja-

青い/葵

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