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♥ Thursday, April 30, 2009

this is my danna and my sis

this iis taken long time ago like month ago

ii stil rem it is 05-01-09

before me and danna together(:

jie,me and sis(ii know ii look fat ok)

jie so pretty(TMD II LOOK SO UGLY)

me and sis((:

happy birthday sue ann jiejie((:
be pretty pretty always
and wish u last long with ken korkor
he iis really a nice guy
and aoi like him to be my jie fu xD
((:
ii am willingly (dont know got this word ma) to call him jie fu ((:
wahhahaaa
anyway enjoy ur birthday
love u to the bit jie^^

私はである実質それまたはない知らないが、いつか実際に私の言うことがわからないことをちょうど感じる(dont know is it real or not but just i feel sometime you dont really understand me)

私があなたの中心に実際に立つどこにか私に言うことができるか?(can you please tell me where do i really stand in your heart?)

私をなぜ愛するか青いに再度思い出させなさいか。なぜ私を選ぶか?(remind aoi again why do you love me?why do you choose me?)

to my wifey yuki:
laopo ii see u and sis gettin along better and better
yokatta ne
last time stil wonder will she get along with u
ii think i dont have to worry anymore
thanks u for takiin care of her
and ii really mis times with u)):
ii wanna be there for u always too
ii love u alot alot too

to my hime chan arya:
u really shock me when ii view that pic in ur pg
i am so greatful
thanks u hime
ii really love u to the max
bit by bit
more and more each day pass

to my green eyes onee chan reya:
let aoi seee ne
we haven been talkin to each other that much
but we will stil tell each other love and and kissses too
and aoi iis happy
onee chan forgive aoi at times iis bad with her words
as ii really dont know how to help u when u are sad or down
i just wanna kill those pple who say u bad
and make u smile
but aoi is useless
but u always tell aoi everytime ii talk to u
u smile,and i am happy u do smile^^
thanks u for comiin to my life
puttin iin more colours to it

to my andrea hime:
u this silly gal always make me worry
ii hope and wish u get better soOn
love u

to my baka brother haseo:
u are such a big baka brother ii have
but ii love u and worry for u always
((:

to my chibi kurai:
dont worry ii haven forgot u
((:
u r stil in my heart
and ii always rem u this little vampire prince of mine
(: pls dont make me worry ok
be strong(:
love u too my brother puls chibi vampire prince

to my little jin:
thanks u for comiin back(:
ii and arya have waiting for u and missin u((:
love!~

to my doll:
ii have no idea what ii do to make u love me so much
hahaa
and i am happy to have u as my friends
(: which make me in love with u too

to my kata chan:
relax gal
ii haven forgot u
haven been chattin to u
but u know ii love and mis uu much

to my dai dai old man:

2pit old man

xD

ii will like to meet u one day with

yuki and sora

the 3nekos and u((:

to my danna:
u know how much ii love u
how much u mean to me
ii am controling my temper
tryin my best
dont know u have seen it for not
iif u didnt it ok
ii dont blame u
but what u say hit my point
ii do want u chat with me like ALWAYS
but ii know u guys have ur own free time
like playiin game and ur fav iis mj
dont ii know all this ?
u say i dont seem to care now when u play game or mj
well ii do
ii really do
but...it ur own will and free time when u doin all those
(: soo like ii say ii wont go angry or mad at this like b4
u see the point here?
danna ii love u zhen de
hope u really understand why aoi doin things
not to fight with u
really no
hais....

too many pple to write about....
doesnt mean ii didnt write about u mean ii forgot about u
no way
pples all in my love list iis important
every single one ^^
but for now till here ba
aoi tired now goint to rest my eyessss...
loves!~~~

ps:darling...u mean the world to mummy

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, April 29, 2009

私がすべてをなぜするか決していかに、そして理解しない(you will never understand how and why i do everything)
私が父からお金をなぜ借りるか、行っているこの種類の場所の使用により多くのお金それから考える(why i borrow money from father,going to this kind of place use more money then you think )
そこに行くことは会社保つことである(going there is to keep you company.)
私は余りにこの種類の場所のお金を無駄にするにはたいと思わないが決して理解しない(ii too dont wanna waste money on this kind of place)
私がすべてをなぜするかどうしても理解しない(you just dont understand why i do everything)
私がすべてはあなたのためちょうどであるが、決して実際に理解しないし、知っている(everything i do is just for you,but you never really understand and know)

青い/葵

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monday 27-04-09
showroom photo shoot
study started
danna fetch yu go take biike
night danna fetch me ,with yu,sis
dinner ljs
mj playiin at danna place
yu,cy,tea,danna
me and sis rot
tea win most ..danna win some
cy and yu lost most
poor thing
they go hoome
aoi stay night at danna place

tuesday 28-04-09
off day
spent whole day with danna
as he didnt go school today
watch moive 17 again.. xDD(rated 4stars)
back to danna place
done somthing 2pit
danna know what is iit
xD
hehehess
i am a playful and notti gal
then danna send me back
supper with danna ,sis and tea
sleep!~~~

wednesday 29-04-09
last day of the month
work,study
abit of disappointed he didnt go school today
):
but now
i not angry anymore but sad
he enjoy
playin mj
dont seem to care or bother me
ii wont tie him so tigh
it his life
aint mine
ii cant say anything
for today ii can only say ii contorl my princess temper very long already
but he dont bother
haissss
sms him no reply
last time he play mj will sms or what de
but today nothing
)))::::
私はちょうど今だけ感じる
それは私をもう気遣わないであるか?
私は実際に私があなたの中心に立つどこにか疑問に思う?
いつか私は実際に私の感じを理解しないことを感じる
夫愛してるよ...

ps: 私の親愛なる女の赤ちゃんに
母性愛非常にそうひどく逃す
私の腕にあるそんなに望まれる)):
常によい女の子がありなさい

ps:夫いつか私をそう失望した作る
しかしまだ私は愛する

青い/葵

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♥ Sunday, April 26, 2009

ii dont know what this..but ii think it look like the moon

and it in purple..

and and ii found it in aoi sama blog

*cool desu * ^^

aoi now happy

aoi sama makiin aoi go faint faint xDD

SO KAWAIIIIIII

yume same and my kawaii aoi sama ^^

how ii wish ii know how to read aoi sama blog
and know what they are talkin or doin about

and too found this in aoi sama blog aint this pretty
ii hope ii have one of this
iin pink )):
ii really wanna learn how to play it
haisss

ANYONE WILLIN TO BUY ME A GUITAR FOR MY 22ND BIRTHDAY???
A PINK ONE WILL BE NICE REALLY

)):

this few days have been fighin with danna

): man ii hate fightin with him

make my heart break

and ii cry like a fuckin crazy onna

-.-""

not he make me cry is everytime ii fight with whoever

ii will cry

doesnt matter my wrong or ur his

hais..

i am so bored

why life so bored?

why now a days so fuckin hot?

grrrrrrrrr

SUN II FUCKIN HATE U !!~

LOL

ahhh i am so bored now....

and i am goin side way

dizzy and sleepy

-.-""

no mood type liao

goin emo mode

>.<

*hated*

ohya ii mis my old life..the part where ii have more freedom to my family ,bf and friends)):

hais

danna dont get the wrong meanin

ii dont mean now with u i am not happy

ii am vey happy (:

but att time ii tink and mis only

ps:darling ii love u

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, April 25, 2009

one month one day ever since u was gone
do u know that mummy think of u now and then
missin u so much?
so happy u r once inside of me
i am happy danna once give u to me
ii really hope u can come back to me
but iif u cant wait find some family that are rich and u wont be xin ku with them
not mummy dont want u
cause come to think of iit
my baby darling u need to be xin fu too
then to wait for mummy or daddy to keep our savin
but bare iin mind mummy really misses u alot
and love uu tooo
i am here typiin all this and cryiin my heart out again
my dear baby how much ii wanted u to be with me really
by myside,,watchiin u grow up day by day
but ii cant
pls be good up there..listen to every single words mummy grandma say
really want u back so much
pls forgive me and dont blame me for what ii done

and happy birthday ah soon my beloved brother brother
thanks for lovin me like ur own sis
sorry for lettin u worry me always
ii know u love me alot
dont wanna see me hurts and all..what u thinkiin all ii know
ii understand
really ii do
i am sorry ur birthday today ii cant go ur house celeb with u
very sorry
brother pls enjoy ur birthday alright
love and misses uuu

青い/葵

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♥ Friday, April 24, 2009

誕生日おめでとう , otanjoubi omedetou my dear and beloved baby brother jason
((:
ii love u so much
jason,be strong iin whatever uu doo
pass every single exam or tests u have
gambete/jia you jia you ^^
anything u can find both ur sisters ne
^^
really love u
^^

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, April 22, 2009

私達が戦う度に壊れる中心(heart broken everytime we fight)
残念私は私の約束を壊した(sorry i broke my promise)
私は私の約束を壊すことを意味しない(i dont mean to break my promise)
私を許しなさい夫(forgive me danna)

ps:私の親愛なる女の子
私は逃す(i mis u)
愛してるよ
ps:夫愛してるよ
もうできる戦ってはいけない):

青い/葵

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♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009

some pples who tag my blog really dont know how ii feel
iif ii really have a chioce ii also wont choose that path ii also dont want to de
but they just dont know how i feel and ii feel very fuck up everytime pple ask me this and thaT about her
)):
i am already sad enff..why stil say all this to hurts me just leave me alone cannot??
ii want my darling to be happy up there and ii miss her ii have no wrong what
pple u just dont know about my feelin
dont come and tag all those shit
just leave me and my blog alone
)):

青い/葵

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2:08 PM

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ps:darling oyasumi((:
mummy miss u
kisses to my princess/prince

ps:danna i am sick
neeededd uuu so much

青い/葵

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12:58 AM

♥ Sunday, April 19, 2009

誕生日おめでとう , otanjoubi omedetou my dear princesss arya(:

what ii wanted to say all in the comment ii sended u early on
I LOVE U SO MUCH ARYA
REALLY ALOT
this post iis just for u my hime chan
arya no word can say how much u mean to me how much ii lOve u
ii know we are so far from each other and we may never meet and all
but this doesnt matter to me
all ii know iis u r very very much important to me
ii wont and dont know what will happen next in our life
but for now i wan u by me always
ii dont know what till happen iif uu are to leave me
without u this sis by me ii'll be be so sad..make my life missin somthing
i hate this feelin and ii dont ever wanna have this feelin
sooo ii promise u ..ii wont leave u iif u r the one who leave me 1st
iif u tell me aoi i dont need u anymore
then ii wil just leave u
and be missin u in heart
and i am sorry ii have nothing to give uuu
but hey it ur birthday today let not talk about sad thing
誕生日おめでとう , otanjoubi omedetou again my dear hime
have fun ^^
love ya
many many kisses to u
muacks ^^

青い/葵

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2:03 PM

♥ Saturday, April 18, 2009

finally ii found sUg and screw new PV...
and the songs not bad
but I STIL CANT FIND VIDOLL - CRYPTIC TOKYO...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
sobs sobs
ii want all this 3 songs so much so badly
anyone will be nice to send it to me plsssss
lol

SuG 39GalaxyZ

SCREW - KAIROS

enjoy miina (:
will be meetin danna later
faster ne xD

ps:darling ...
what have u been up to today?(:
mummy wonder so much

ps:danna
dont fight pls...
anything happen think for me
iis the best
ii know what u think iis all for me and ii really thanks u so much
ii love u alot pls dont fight with celine anymore plssss

青い/葵

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5:53 PM

♥ Friday, April 17, 2009

i am bored
and ii take photos to kill time
danna iis playiin mj again..
so ii kill myself with this
lol
next week danna start school le for just one maths
ii hope for this time he study well(:
gambate
wifey say my nene big
hello not as big as urs
urs so big la
-.-"
we are so lame
just now wifey and sis come find me
ii mis my wife kisses
and yeah ii got my kisses from her xD
so happy

abit of fight with danna
hais
maybe this time it is my fault i am sorry
well well
ii am just a crazy onna

anyway my head now hurts
painful T_T
dont know what to blog too

so ii stop here
my photos again..x.x

sianed

my head come off ii think

very bored ok

i forgot to turn this pic around

twist

smiliin?

like this

like this too

heheeeee

like this three xD

this four

xD

ps:darling

mis mummy come to mummy in the night when mummy iis sleepin

cause mummy wanna be dreamiin of u

love and mis u

muacks

ps: danna

where do ii stand in ur heart?

ii am just wonderiin (:

青い/葵

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thinkiin
...
where have u been?
when ii needed u ??

hmmmm...

thinkiin....

ii loove this pic
...

ps:darling...oyasumi
ii love and mis u

ps:danna..
u haven been talkin to me much today as well
and i dont wana disturb u much
guys need ur own space
i understand

青い/葵.

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12:42 AM

♥ Wednesday, April 15, 2009

aoi iis scare

of wat ii dont know

ii think ii havin mood swing again =\

hais..

青い/葵

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3:14 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 14, 2009

this mornin around 6 plus
my baka danna nearly shock me to my death
cause he have a nightmare
he shout til like what sia
then he told me what happen i dont think it scary
but the way he shout ii think it very scary
T_T
*huhuhu*
and ii could get myself back to sleep
cause i am scare he have other nightmare again
he himself also cant get back to sleep
poOr thing have to go work in a few hours time
hao ke lian
ii bet he is sleepy now at work
anyway we leave house le ii go home myself =\
ii headed to the post office to take my package which ii guess and think iit from kata chan
and it iis from her ^^
taken and went home...
smiliin all the way home ((:
thanks u so much
as ii tot u wil put chocolate inside
kata chan the chocolate melted
)):
but stil can be eaten ii wil eat them
and the candy it nice
xDDDD
ii read the letter she send me too
so nice of her
really
^^
ii feel bad cause it must have cost her alot to send all this from finland to singapore
next time will be my turn to send somthing back
pls wait alright^^
thanks u once again^^

below are pics of the candy and letter and one of my pic which was taken at danna place
when he is busyiin payiin mj
leave me alone inside the room for hours
lol
ok till here i am tired now
need go tobed already
la la la la
ja-ne minna san^^
oh ya
gong xi my my dearest laopo yuki
ii am really very happy for u
ii wish u happy and xin ku
ii love u forever ^^
and ya
happy 2months anni to my sis and yu (:
ja-

^^

letter cover

letter ^^

both items((:

the chocolate which melted

kata chan fav

watashi^^

ps:darling darling....ii really mis u so much

will u be good up there and bao hu ur daddy as much as ii want him to be safe and sound??(:

mummy love and thanks u alright

muacks

ps: danna ii wish u wil always be by myside always ii mis u so much
ii wanted u si much to peii me ne

but u have ur thing to do

ii have mine

i am so use to u by me

damn iit hate myself when i am like this

青い/葵

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1:38 PM

♥ Monday, April 13, 2009

kor and oni san nearly scare me to my death
tell aoi what happen to me iif u guys was to just leave me hur
tell me how to be strong without u both hur
this matter not small leii brothers
i cry u both know
u both mean the super much to me
iif u guys just leave me like this
ii tellin u both ii go to hell and kill u guys again
pls be more Careful next time alright
this apply to my danna tooo
when u ride be super careful
hais..ii really thanks god man
yokatta

yest 12.04.09
went to work like always
reya onee chan sEnd me some photos of her
all those photos are meant for her little bluE gal me
and ii love those photos alot
thanks u onee chan^^
ii wil share those pics with miina ((:
after work
danna bring me out
he before that he call and say he wil be late for 15miins
ii was like HUR!!~
then when ii about to call him usin my shop phone ii turn around and saw him
it was the surprise he give me(:
that sweet *thanks u&muacks*
eat sushi and watch moive
below have photos which ii snap danna :x
heeesssss

today 13.04.09
went to work...zhi lian like always
danna at work ii think busy dont really bother me
work ma so never noisy hiim(:
now at his place typiin this
am over night here
he outside playyin mj =/

just now at work didnt talk much to reya onee chan
gomene dont know what to talk about
and chat with katA chan abit
she say ii love arya alot
yes ii do love arya alot
and ii do blog about her
doesnt mean ii forgotten u my dear kata chan
silly kata chan
ii love u as much as my arya
every single person on my love list:)

finally tml off^^
tml changiin cell phone
yeah!!~xDDD

photos time!!!!!~~~~^^^^^^^^

don't know what the hell ii doin

ii look ugly

but ii like this

this tooo

twist

i do look ugly )): *huhu*

no comment

kisses

so bo liao

sianed

my danna

mr bear bear*lols*

ii love him^^

0-o

.she iis shy *ii like this pic*

this heart she make iis for me

her little blue gal me^^

thanks u so much onee chan

ii love u.....

ps:darling ii love u

oyasumi

muacks

青い/葵

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11:41 PM

♥ Sunday, April 12, 2009

3months down this road,my danna iis the longest who can ta han my princess temper
*bow*
lmao
no one can ta han this princess temper of mine so long in this few months
most only like a months plus not 3 months so long la
danna thanks u for everything really
eveny single surprise u given me
iis nice
very nice
i am sorry we always fight
i am so sorry ii always misunderstand or misheard things
i am so so sorry that ii always make u unhappy and end up need to hong hong me
danna ii love u so much
soo oo much
ii want to last with u
less fight or no more fight
no more misunderstandin
no more misheard
danna 愛してるよ
hontoni(:

*to danna ears:thanks u for the night
it a very nice night for me
and ii enjoy it*shhhhhhhhh*lol *

friday wanna go club with kor de lo
but danna say no
and he have plan for the night
so cant
and kor call me so last min
make me so want to go club with him and the guys)):
*NEXT TIME DONT SO LAST MIN LA*
lols
danna surprise me with moive that night
but it the moive he wanted to watch Fast And Furious
after that he send me back home

sat night danna surprise again
bring me to halo bar to drink alittle
ii tot we are goin home.
as he have many many reason why he ride to this way and that -.-
okok ii know ii weak
cant drink that "little thing"
i get head spinnin after drinkin that
and
aoi spent night at danna place
waited for him to finish hiis mj game with hiis family was like 2 hours..
so long
went to bed like
3am plus in the morning
(: this mornin ii go work myself
ii didnt noisy wor
ii off the two alarms(danna and my cell fone) before it go ring ring and wake danna up
but ii failed ii stil wake him up when ii get myself up*LMAO*
he stil say to me ring liao meh....*-.-*
ii bath and prepare myself to work
time up ask him wake up open door for me
and ii kiss him good bye and when to work
so sleepy and tired now x.x
ii think my husband iis stil in lala land now
ii hope he wake up soon SO CAN PEI ME
lols..
oh ii mis my grandma,her so much
i hope she is doin fine up there with my grandma
anyway i think i am done blogger le ba
no pics for today
lmao
maybe later?
who know
xD
ja-ne

ps:ohaiiyo my darling..
mummy want u back so badly
)):

青い/葵

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12:00 PM

♥ Friday, April 10, 2009

yest while waiting for danna to get back
use yu de lappy for a moment of time
since ms sora didnt off it when she went out with yu :x
saw arya reply my comment iin tagged soo ii say
hey hime online msn now we can play web cam awhile xDD
and yes we did
she make me laugh and smile so much
and ii super in love when she smile and laugh
pics are below
and ii look super ugly as my hime chan
she look great even when she told me she is sick(:
love my hime arya ^^

ii super much want a new necklace who wil be soooo sooo nice to buy it for me
ii wil be delighted
cross one ok nice nice one
and ii wish for more more surpire from danna
dont need to spent alot of money to get surpire right
from ur heart i am happy enff^^

ii mis my danna and baby so super much
yest ii cry again missin her so badly hais
no words can mean how ii feel now just in pain
everytiime ii think of her
baby pls wait for the right time to come ok (:

well well danna started to work again
hmmm ii think and hope it enff for him to use
we are saviin our money for a reason
and ii hope we get to use it for what ii wish for
anyway i am here rottin myself typin this blog hahhaa..
crazy and baka onna

anyway aoi iis waiting for great singapore sale
so ii can shop like crazy ok !!!~
iit a good thing ii didnt shop this month..
yosh faser may!!!~
soo ii can shop til ii drop xDDDD lmao
hahahah but for now ii really want a necklace
hmmm*wonderin who is so nice to buy it for me* blenx.xP

didnt saw reya onee chan today ):
saddded
must talk to her everyday one ok
i am use to talkin to her mostly everyday
xD
onee chan ur little blue gal love u super super much xD
same as my hime and family u mean the world to me ne
^^love and hug
kisses to my green eyes onee chan (;

til here ba
ja-ne
matta ne miina san (:

pics of me and my beloved hime arya

i was on the fone with my danna and hime do this