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♥ Tuesday, December 1, 2009

i dont know why i am so mad at u this few days
i dont know why i always throw temper at u lately
i dont know why i keep have the feelin i wanna fight with u lately
i dont know this
i dont know that
i dont know alot of thing
sometime i doubt ur feelin for me
doubt everything u give me
hmmm
i dont know why and how you can stand me
):
i dont know everything about u
maybe about us
somehow i feel so tired
somehow i feel like a bitch
somehow i feel like a fool
somehow i feel like i am not the one u really want or love
somehow i dont know how and what i am thinking
what i want
hmmmm
i wanna hate u so much at time
but i cant bring myself to hate u
cause
i love u more then what i have other then my family
i dont wanna lose u so much
i dont wanna see u not by me so much
look i am like a fool
countin down to the days u wont be by my always
is just 1week 2days
time and days are gettin shorter and shorter ):
now i am abit of fever
i am sittin here in front of the pc
typin all this
with my tears runnin down my cheek
u will never have the feelin i am feelinn now
i can say u change alot
well maybe i do change too
but u change about the part u always think of me b4 ur friends and brothers
now i feel they are so much more in the 1st palce then i am
maybe it just me who think too much
i dont know
sobs
time pass things change
ur love and concern kinda feel it gone
everytime i am sad or moody
and i come in here and blog
u read it
but u never say anything about what i post
just read for fun and turn around forget everything
just read and dont even care
i say this and that
u ever yong xin de go see ,feel what so ever de ma?somehow i dont think so
if u dont let me have this kind of feelin
i wont say anything out
just all i am feelin now
is u give me de
i wanna work hard
give the best i can in our rs
keep it so so close to our heart
i dont know how and what to do anymore
where are u when i am cryin now?
oh... downstair playiin lan
u already spent the whole day playiin mj at home while i am workin
this i keep shut
now this when i am home waiting for u
dont u know how to sort out ur time
when is the time to give me and when is the time to give ur friends
u say i anyhow throw temper
ok then
my bad my fault
are u happy now that i am sick and cryin
now i will rather hung over and die then to eat up the medi
u will never never understand how i am feelin now



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