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♥ Thursday, December 31, 2009

i just finish editing my blog html
lols
like so long didnt do liao abit dont know liao
hmmmm
later danna is bookin out liao
so happy
but i stil dont know in the night wanna go meet up kor they all not
T_T
wanna go so badly but hor
THE BLOODY TICKETS SO BLOODY EX LA
and i am doin my nails now xDDDD
NAKO!!! SAW MINNA??
WAHHAHA
sally like it
juu like it
mama like it as well xDDD
hahahahahaha
well well
danna call me to sleep early
but i cant
xDDDD
hehehesss
but i dont know what to type anymore
so i end here
oyasumi minna(:
lovess
ps:today is the last day of dec...and 2009
tml will be the start of 2010 xD
i hope everything go nice (:
8more days to 1years anni with danna
i wonder what wil i get??
hmmmmmmmmm

青い/葵

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♥ Monday, December 28, 2009

thinking about my baobei again

i know if i do have the money i will sure to give birth to u

pls pls dont blame mummy for makin that chioce

i dont want to also

i'm so so sorry to u my sweet

)):
anyway.. i really mis danna riding
i mis his bike
i wish he can be hardworkin abit de go take his 2a lic
and get over with it
dont for his sake but my sake can?
hais
it goin to be 12am
i hope danna book out on thurs
so we can go clubbing together with my family
life so bored with danna by me
hais
i over spent my money again
so tmd de la
haisss
i dont know what to type le
i just mis danna hug to me
and the i love u words he use to tell me to my face time to time
haisss
oyasumi minna
aoii is off now
ja...
ps:danna do u really liek the xmas present?

青い/葵

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27 dec
):danna book in liao
early on i ask danna
do i have really have to wait till 2years till he finish army then we will get marry
he say maybe will get marry early
but i hope this come true
but there is one thing i am scare of is..
what is years after we marry le
will we still like now so loving?
and will we be like ur dad and mom?
i am scare
and i have been reading about ur old post
danna i dont know somehow i feel u are so ke lian
and every time i read about the post u sayiin about ur ex
my heart feel so werid inside
i time to time i read i will tears out
i dont know why
and i will feeel u very ke lian
and i will think to myself is it i love u cause i pity u?
is it pity love??
but i think so hard...i know i dont love u cause i pity u
i love u from deep down my heart
no cedric koh...my life is like so dead
i do love my danna alot alot
maybe more then what i tot i would love him
he is my next everything .next to my own family
danna...how can u hold on to me so long
i really wonder why
maybe u are also giving pity love?maybe cause our little gal?
too many wonder and maybe in my head le
danna why and how can u do so much thing for ur ex before?
);
i am envy ....
danna i love u u know i do

baby....baby...baby..mummy mis u
):
i hope u r being a good gal and doin just fine
and u hate my work my job

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, December 26, 2009

boo boo boo!!~ xDDDD
aoii here again
at work bloggin *shhhh*
haven been bloggin well cause danna is out from camp

24dec xmas eve
aoii off day
morning wake up le go downstair eat breakfast with ..sis.jason and the long 2pit chiong er
lols
then go danna camp outside wait for him like hell
one hours plus
so long
bluff me the timiing
humph
bakaaaa
then i'm so happy see-in him
and man he turn so blk!!!~
like blackie like this
omgggg
then cab to danna place
then rest awhile and then dinner at my place
then back to place mj awhile and then tea place watch them mj-ing
lols i stil hate mj
lols
then train back to danna place
sleep*

25 dec xmas day
MERRY MERRY XMAS TO ALL
i enjoy my day AT WORK
TMD
SIAN
HATE WORK SO BADLY
grrrrr
)): it make me cant spent time with danna when he is back
but is a good thing
i fin work early..lols*late to me la*
danna went to ps and get his sim back and now he is using his old number le
and he camt down to fetch me
x)*so happY*
walk around far east while
and down to bishan
watch moive
the CUTENESS MOIVE alvin and the chipmunk 2 xDDD
then home after moive
*aoii tired ok*STIL GOT WORK IN THE MORNING
*hate work stil*

26dec after xmas
lols* stil at work
till 1o doin closing tonight
need to rush back to cwp
as i havin moive night with my danna
watch the jay new moive
danna wanna watch this moive
and danna iis mine for tonight
i know i know i am selfish
but i cant see danna much now
so i wanna keep him so much to myself
sorry brothers and friends
tml danna bookin in liao ):
i am workin cant send him back
T_T
i dont want him go back sia
time pass so fast bloody fast and it make him sick
when i am at work
so slow
time with danna is hell fast T_T humph no fair lo

haisss
danna about that qus i ask u
if one day u found out i dont love u anymore
what will u do
ur ans is will let me go as long as i am happy
but stil try to keep me by u right
i cry cause i dont want a single day without u in my life
i just ask cause i wanna know what is ur ans
i rem u once ask me why do i always cry
my ans to u is
cause i dont wanna lost u
no matter what
how my temper or my sillynesss
i am use to havin u love me care me.dote me.papmer me
there always by me
that why dont give me up

and if i am the one who found out u dont love me anymOre
i will do the same like u ans me
as long as u r happy
it ok i am sad
i will sad alone..i wont let u see me cry again
i wont let u see me hurtin myself
cause i will hide every single pain and let u be happy
(:
watashi no ouji
watashi no danna
aishiteru
hontoni..
yakusoku
zutto ((:

i am goin to close shop LIKE HELL NOW!!!!!

oyasumi minna

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, December 23, 2009

just now while workin hime chan called
waaaa it been so hell long since i last hear her voice
and i am so so bloody happy
i never been so happy this 2two weeks since danna went to army
my 1st happy thing and later DANNA COMIN OUT ALREADY
YEAHHHH
wahhahahaa
i am so so soooooooooooooooooooooooo
HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY
(:
but still i must thanks jun and sally for chattin with me online ne
(:
demo
and mama.... i love u
awwwwwwwww
i love every single one in my tagged family x)
time for bed
need rest so can have fun later with danna X)
oyasumi
jane mina (:
ohya it xmas eve today *hehehess*

青い/葵

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tml is the day danna 1st book out
and i am so so so happy
cant wait till he come out from camp
i just hope he book out on time
wont have any delay
later goin boss house dinner i dont wanna go sia
T_T
i just dont like this kind of outing with bosses
lols
hmmmmmmmmmm
haven warp the persent
die die die
hais
so bored
cant wait till danna book out
so many thing i wanna talk to him with
hais
ah thanks to jun i for in love with GazettE - Guren紅蓮 and chizuru
heheheesss
la la la i am swear i am going to learn this two songs
xD
goin side way already
i wonder where is jun ...
he went offline without talkin to me
humph baka vampi
xP
i love my family
love my danna
love my tagged family
and those who is love by me inside my heart
btw i cant wait for gal gal to come back
(:
hehhesss

ps:my baby princess merry xmas
mummy love and misses uu

青い/葵.

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♥ Tuesday, December 22, 2009

danna danna
when u say wont be sms-in me u really didnt sms me
hais
i tot u once told me u wont bare to not sms me
nvm ba like sally say savin the batt for my sake
haisss
2more days til u come back
):
it seem seem so long
when u come back le
pls pls
listen to what i have to say
i know u will be tired
but
no one i can turn to
u r all i think of when i am haviin a hard time now
i so wish u r here by me
like sis posted in her blog
i want my family to stay like this forever
no part ):
here i am crying again
i am not strong
and i was never strong
i know i am a fool at time
hais
my life now sucks so badly
mummy u have no idea what u say have shock me so much
)):
i hope i can have a chance to talk to danna
haissss
and jun i lookin forward to hear u sing
jyjy
葵 is so emo now ):

青い/葵

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♥ Monday, December 21, 2009

somehow i dont know what to post
just moody
no mood
maybe cause danna say he wont be sms-in me til he book out
which is 3more days from now
HAIS
i really dont know this 3days my time can pass how slow
hate work so much soo soooo much
wanna stay home
so badly
sometime i hate my life
hais
is like so boring one
hais
dont know what wrong with mummy ):
the thing she say to sis
and i hear it
i dont know how to react
is like what i hear cant be ture!!!
no way!!!!
i wish i didnt hear what she say
):
i wish danna is there
):
so sad
i am crying now
i really have no idea what is goin on):
haisss
my life goin down so badly

青い/葵.

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♥ Sunday, December 20, 2009

i am so glad i have sally and jun by me
company me this days when danna is not by me
makiin me laugh so badly so much
i know sally u try,,,,and u do ur best already
but stil i have sometime i am alone and i am like goin crazy
8 or 9 days without danna X(
i am really goin kuku soon
hais
sally say i can do it one
when 24 come i am goin to camp outside danna camp to fetch him xD
hahahaa
*camp*
lols
dot dot dot
anyway i am goin to bed
i mis him
oyasumi minna

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, December 19, 2009

1week ?without danna by me?
lost count already
LOLS
hahaha
i tot danna wont sms me tonight
cause i look at the time 10:45 already no sms
then i think he must be sleepin already or cell really go dead
but at 11:16 danna sms me
and i so happy
wahhaaaa
and i ask him *are u too tired to think of me?*
he reply*i think of u all the times *
and i smile
till now i am stil smile
and also he show off to me sayiin he already 3days didnt smoke
hey this is hell good ok
this is for ur good danna and mine of cause
x)
jyjy...i hope there is more days for u dont smoke xD
then u can totally quit smoking for good xD
x)
hahaha
i can ta han

for one week more de
x)
and i wanna thanks my brothers and sisters
even it is after my birthday
i am happy for the surprise u guys give me (:
((:
hehehsss
DANNA I LOVE U SO SO MUCH

ps:baby mummy missin u too ):

青い/葵

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♥ Thursday, December 17, 2009

Yours is the heart
that beats with mine
you're the air I need to breathe,
The driving force within my life
in which i can believe....

7th days without danna ):
just one week more to his 1st book out T_T

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, December 16, 2009

it my 22nd birthday
well
i wasnt happy enff
but i have to thanks all who wishes me
((:
THANK U EVERYONE
6th days without danna by me
i hear danna voice today was happy for the moment only
but when he hung i wasnt happy at all
):
haisss
one week more to danna book out
i can ta han one
jyjy me
tml off wanna go cut my hairs
and i was wondin wanna go danna place or not
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
wake up liao then think la
hahahahaha
lols
who will be the last one to wish me birthday ne???
lols
xDDD
X(((((
lols i am crazy

missin baby and danna badly )):

青い/葵

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happy birthday to me me and only meee
thank u for those who wishes me
but stil i wanted badly and mostly is
danna wishes
and by me
):
青い/葵

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♥ Tuesday, December 15, 2009

i cant help myself to think danna is not by me now
today at work i cry so badly
5 days without danna by me
so hard to move on like this
hate work so much
tml is birthday
and i wonder how many pple will rem my birthday
i mis danna
i love him so much
danna danna
it seem so long till 24 dec
));
hais
yest
i was happy
really very happy
baby is back in sg
they all give me a very very big surprise ((:
hahhaa
after work
a very big surprise with make me more happy
i saw my dearest little vamp jun
and i finally got to meet sally
xD
and thank u for the birthday cake which i can eat for real from baby...bro...and wifey
and thank u for the toy birthday cake which i can play and sing along from jun and sally
but for a very reason i was very happy was ...hehehe it a mimi((:
and mei i am sorry i didnt go home with u ok
pls understand i am in between i also hard to be
sorry ok
12 am comiin soon
realy wonder how many pples will really rem my birthday
oh well
*await 24 dec * T_T
with my broken heart

青い/葵

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♥ Sunday, December 13, 2009

3rd day without danna by me
i think i will blog much then ever know
lols
today danna call ): and i am sad
3 missed call lo
i was like waaaaa so many
when i call back we talk less then 5mins we hung le
i scare he no money on his hi card );
but i cant help myself to sms him
i really mis him
i mis his everything
):
haiss
it only pass 3 days till his 1st book out
man it long enff
T_T...
lost my ear piece lo
tmd
angry
more angry when sis say those words
i dont mean to say du lan out de lo
is just some out from my mouth like this
sometime u also say thing so bad just like this
cant blame me
danna danna
can u wonder how much and xin ku i am missin u right now )):
haissss
danna i love u

青い/葵

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2nd day without danna.....
hais
today never hear his voice
but we did sms each other for 1o mins
just that 1o mins seem to pass so fast
i ask danna to go have his rest but he told me 11 pm then sleep
as he want to talk to me too
i mis him so much i dont want him to sleep
i dont wanna let him go
but i have no chioce
he need to rest
cause he need to wake up early
));
danna say to endure till he 1st book out
i will i will
((:
jyjy for u and me
anyway sally chan just tell me she read my last post
and she put herself in my shoes
hahaha
thanks u my dear
ur turn soon i guess
daijobu
i will be by u (:

like jun wanted as to be good friends ((:

jyjy
AWWWWWWWWWWWWW
DANNA I LOVE U SO MUCH
U R MY EVERYTHING U KNOW THAT
(:
HUGGSSS

*await u to book out *
ah i must thanks jun for dl ayabie song for me ((:
thanks u my dear vamp
and danna i super mis u riding )):

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, December 12, 2009

my dearest danna went to camp this morning
):
i don't know why i cry
like a tmd like this
T_T
haiss
i really cant don't have him not by me always
i mean is like i am use to him
here and there
suddenly pop he not there always
ok i know i am 2pit la
like idiot like this
is not like he wont come out right
this i know
demo sia
that feeling hor
haiis i don't think anyone will understand ba
yes i know i am a fool and very fucking hell silly to cry because of this
-.-"""
but i cant help it what
today when he call in the night
i was so happy upon hearing his voice
danna i know u will be tired and will have a hard time inside
but this is for ur own good
like jon say
when go in is a boy come out is a man (:
and the promise u given me
2years right
i will wait
danna
i love u
(:

青い/葵

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♥ Thursday, December 10, 2009

me and danna

our last photo before he go army tml )):

waiting happy for my food

lolss

idoit .. xDD
but i love him

the moon this morning 3plus i guess

small butterfly drawer from my shop
very very pretty
anyone wanna buy for me???
lols

aint it pretty?

danna.....u lost ur fone partly is my fault to blame

if i didnt have run home and leave u alone there

we will have go home together

and we will be sure each other never never leave anything in the car )):

i am so sorry

that slap i give u i didnt mean to de

i dont hope u will forgive me

but i am really sorry to u

really i am)):

and tml u goin amry le

i am all alone without u

i really dont know how to do what to do

i never and haven learn how to be independence

i will be lost most of the time

but i think sis will be by me always

danna i am sorry till the last mins i stil fight with u

today was meant to celeb my birthday with u

but we dont have the mood anymore

as u lost ur cell fone

and i dont have the mood to celeb birthday this year anymore

the mood of my birthday every years i wait like is diff this year

evey years i waited for my birthday to reach wonderin

who will celeb with me

where will i be

and who will give me anything for birthday persent

but this year

i dont have to mood to celeb my birthday

i am more then happy enff pple say they will celeb for me

i know without any plan but words stil make me happy(:

really i lost my mood to my birthday this year

maybe partly is danna not by me
and danna u may not give me the birthday persent i wanted but

stil i wanna thanks u for every single gift u given me

thanks u

i love u alot

):

hais

danna mis me ):

till here ba

ja na minna

baby gal....

u been playful haven u?

why dont u bao hu ur daddy leii

why never help him look after hiis cell fone?

nvm mummy wont blame u

but pls do mummy one fav will u and be good this time

daddy goin army le

really bao hu him

hao ma

guai pls ok

mummy and daddy love u deeply

muackssss

hugggg*

青い/葵

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♥ Wednesday, December 9, 2009

http://ameblo.jp/vidoll-jui/image-10274635855-10191811666.html

i cant put the pic here
but i found this link to jui sama
and he make me faint
omg
hahhaaa
and laopo
u tmd
humph

青い/葵

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♥ Tuesday, December 8, 2009

this is me

today is our 11 months

i dont know why

i dont know how

i feel sad

let me ask

do u really know and understand me?

hais

maybe what sis done is wrong

but dont u have ur wrong too?

i am so upsad and so
disappointed

hais

really somehow i feel

u dont understand me any single bit

maybe my words may hurts u

but still

u know i love u alot

)):

青い/葵

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♥ Saturday, December 5, 2009

why do i have to find u fault to have a fight with u
when ur time with me is gettin shorter by days pass
):
i dontknow
it my temper ba i guess
well sometime u cant blame me for it
this is me
when u r not by me , i mis u so badly
really....i really dont wanna fight u so much so always like u know this pass days and weeks ):
next friday drawing soon
T_T
i am goin to mis u like hell badly u know
danna
like u wanted i hope we dont fight anymore already
in the other hand i am so scary i may and might lose u
i dont know how long u can hold to me due to this
):
at sometime i really lose this believe and faith i have in u
maybe by ur action to me when ur friends is around ba
and at time ur action to me when we are alone just together
oh well when u get back from ur hoilday i really hope and wish u really will keep ur promise this time and accompany me like u say
6 more days only)):

青い/葵

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♥ Tuesday, December 1, 2009

i dont know why i am so mad at u this few days
i dont know why i always throw temper at u lately
i dont know why i keep have the feelin i wanna fight with u lately
i dont know this
i dont know that
i dont know alot of thing
sometime i doubt ur feelin for me
doubt everything u give me
hmmm
i dont know why and how you can stand me
):
i dont know everything about u
maybe about us
somehow i feel so tired
somehow i feel like a bitch
somehow i feel like a fool
somehow i feel like i am not the one u really want or love
somehow i dont know how and what i am thinking
what i want
hmmmm
i wanna hate u so much at time
but i cant bring myself to hate u
cause
i love u more then what i have other then my family
i dont wanna lose u so much
i dont wanna see u not by me so much
look i am like a fool
countin down to the days u wont be by my always
is just 1week 2days
time and days are gettin shorter and shorter ):
now i am abit of fever
i am sittin here in front of the pc
typin all this
with my tears runnin down my cheek
u will never have the feelin i am feelinn now
i can say u change alot
well maybe i do change too
but u change about the part u always think of me b4 ur friends and brothers
now i feel they are so much more in the 1st palce then i am
maybe it just me who think too much
i dont know
sobs
time pass things change
ur love and concern kinda feel it gone
everytime i am sad or moody
and i come in here and blog
u read it
but u never say anything about what i post
just read for fun and turn around forget everything
just read and dont even care
i say this and that
u ever yong xin de go see ,feel what so ever de ma?somehow i dont think so
if u dont let me have this kind of feelin
i wont say anything out
just all i am feelin now
is u give me de
i wanna work hard
give the best i can in our rs
keep it so so close to our heart
i dont know how and what to do anymore
where are u when i am cryin now?
oh... downstair playiin lan
u already spent the whole day playiin mj at home while i am workin
this i keep shut
now this when i am home waiting for u
dont u know how to sort out ur time
when is the time to give me and when is the time to give ur friends
u say i anyhow throw temper
ok then
my bad my fault
are u happy now that i am sick and cryin
now i will rather hung over and die then to eat up the medi
u will never never understand how i am feelin now

青い/葵

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