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♥ Thursday, October 7, 2010

1days more to anni
and
9days more to danna return
was talkin to sis about many thing
and well as always i cry whenever i think and talk about my child
hmmm
sis was worry is danna will be the guy im lookin for
and will he be a good husband to me?
will he treat me good and well?
this who know will ?
what will happen
im worry that our marriage will turn out like his parents
i have worry about many thing about our marriage
and im scare too to be fact
):
but i have to put the fate in him he will treat me good and well
and as well
i might not be the best and good wife to him
but to be fateful to him is all i can do
he cannot be very rich or give me what i want
stil he can make it to be a fateful husband to me
as this is what i think for now
i understand my sis worry for me
and at least danna really dont talk much about our child
but at some point i think he miss her as much as i do
to my baby up there
mummy do have a name for u
just i dont say it out loud and say it much
and the name i given u may not be the best name in the world or ur daddy like
but it in my heart and ill always call you this name
and pls rem no matter where u r,what u are like now
we will always love u and miss u in heart
never u will be forgotten to us
and i notice whenever i cry or needed danna the most or go crazy and emo
danna will never be around to tell me dear dont cry or hug me
i always cry alone
im so helpless
hais
well back to my work life ba
runnin clinic alone is fuckin tired
so damn damn tired ok
but i guess days and time pass faster
and danna not back yet
countin down to the days
miss holdin his hand
so miss those hug and kisses from him
so miss his person walkin around the house
hais
i guess i have to jyjy in work ba
time to go bed liao
and finally tml it friday
and lucky me tml i only got one clinic to run
i just hope tml they dont ask me cover anyone in the morning
if not i will go gonged
oh well
time to sleep
oyasumi minna
danna i miss u so badly
and of cz u too baby


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